Another sleepless night

Another fateful day

My thoughts kept me wide awake 

Is life gonna be as much of a piece of cake

That it has been so far

Nowadays, my insides are in a state of war

I'm even confused with my own identity

The life I've lived so far

Has it always been me?

Or fractions of different persons, I made myself

Have I ever known my true self?

Or was I just putting myself in an illusion of me being similar to the one I admire

Do I really need to be my true self?

Or can I continue living like he will live my life?