I told myself I had healed.

I told myself I had done the work, because I did

Yet when I reflect on myself tonight

hearing about the things I had "left behind"

somehow, I shut down.

I act how I used to act

I find myself comparing myself thinking i'm no better than the situation.

I've heard when triggering situations come back up, and you have to handel them

that youre healing. 

What is healing?

The only thing to do for myself now is forgive. 

The only thing I can do for the others, is apologize.