Loving you is painful
Like life's uncertainties
Loving you is painful
It's always wait and see

Will you make me sing
Or will you bring me tears
Claim you never knew me
Insighting all my fears

Push back folds of knowing
Tear down heartbreaks crust
I crave a touch of interest
And another trist of lust

But ever do I wonder
If mine you should compare
To all the ones that came before
How does my loving fare?

Have I done you well?
And cared for all your needs?
While dying to my selfish goals
Your unaware it seems

Though loving you was painful
And our times at its end
I wouldn't change a minute
Or refocus this stained lens

Because loving invites pain
Both good and all the bad
I hoped you know I loved you
Even though we're sad