Donations are essential to keep Write Out Loud going    

Insomnia

insomnia

 

12.38: The clock ticks slowly, my mind spins fast
Imaginings hover just out of reach,
how long can a minute last?

01.32: A dialogue in mind as I try, to unwind.
Imagine if I could send you a screen-shot.
of my mind. I'd save all these words.
No. that'd be absurd. 
I'd need a screen-shot of time.
To rhyme. 

01.48: I'm going to oversleep,
I'm going to be late.
Tick-tock. Tick-toc
Can you relate?.

02,07: Suddenly, my mind, like a kingfisher, dips
beneath the surface,
and from unremembered unconsciouness
Grabs hold of moments, vignettes from the past, 
then resurfaces, shaking water from the catch.

03.33: Squirming with embarrassment,
I quickly amend the script, so
it is I who departs with the witty riposte,
the clever, closing quip

04.12: I tease myself with what I should have said,
my unconscious is unconvinced,
more anxiety, quivering, dread

04.57: Apropos of nothing,
my mind suddenly zips
from the past into possible futures, 
developing bizarre scenarios 
Embedded in a microchip of ice

05.12: In Tokyo in a bar, a clumsy befuddled giant
surrounded by hordes of bespectacled Lilliputians is trouserless
Off the Dublin ferry, staggering around a mythic Liverpool, 
covered in sick and asking directions,
answered in a richly incomprehensible double-dutch

06.01: And such and such. My mind whirls and wriggles but never comes to rest
'Ring in with the lurgy. Tell them it's the dreaded version. 
Highly contagious. Covid. Self-certificated? Certainly.'

06.03: Imagining how tired I will be,
I finally submit, turn on the light: read.

06.44: If I read any more of this malarky I'll go mad.
The whole world is nothing but sad
I'll have a cup of tea.  Sad sleepless bastard. Me.. 

 

◄ The last Byzantine

A la Recherche du Temps Perdu ►

Comments

Profile image

John Marks

Sun 1st May 2022 20:59

Thank you Ray and a happy May day to you and yourn.

"Sweet May hath come to love us,
Flowers, trees, their blossoms don;
And through the blue heavens above us
The very clouds move on." Heinrich Heine

I am not a generous commentator on others' work, I'm much too focused on my own. So I will not throw stones.

"I wonder why I don't go to bed and go to sleep. But then it would be tomorrow, so I decide that no matter how tired, no matter how incoherent I am, I can skip an hour more of sleep and live."

- Sylvia Plath, 'The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath'.

Profile image

raypool

Sun 1st May 2022 17:40

Why no comments on this John? It's got a unique continuity and lost and found quality to it. The time quotes punctuate perfectly the insidious problem of the twilight zone and it has humour too, which is some achievement in itself!

Ray

If you wish to post a comment you must login.

This site uses cookies. By continuing to browse, you are agreeing to our use of cookies.

Find out more Hide this message