kiss on the cheek

first hand holding

your wide paw brushing mine

so soft even its shy

looked away a few times

to make sure you weren't a lie

touched your hair like it was precious jewelry

held my breath for the first time in a decade

could stare at you for ages

everlasting feeling gone in such a blink

spring to winter in a gleam

from nothing to an end

struck down by this sudden loneliness

wandering around myself

from how long was I such a mess

blaming me for things i feel

weird hangover, i can’t sense a thing