I can’t look back 
It’s a trap 
that gorgon’s head
taped to my hat

I move forward 
tearing plans
filling grab’n’go bags
with a free hand

what I need 
I don’t exactly know
when I see her
I’ll suspect she’ll know

until that time
I change on a dime
that track record’s now
embarrassingly long

can’t look back 
not my crack
nothing’s stopped me
it’s gotten close

health remains
no hairspray 
Ben + Jerry just might 
get me in the end