sometimes I just want to write and die

go away not die by leave cleanly to some cave system

sometimes I want to kill very person on this planet 

and yet I love every sentient being on the universe

Sometimes I a tell joke that make the mind dark

and gets me kicked out of parties barely in once piece other times I fell guilty about stepping on an ant

ometimes I see the other side's Light

and reach forward to grab it

sometimes there is darkness on all sides

and all you decisions are meaningless