24.09.20 

Tick tick tick 
Tap tap tap 
The clock ticks down 
On an inevitable time bomb 
That is my collapse 

You're the only thing keeping me together 
A solid foundation 

You never let me down 
Or abandon me 
Coz there's nothing you need from me 
Except perfection 

Show up at meetings 
Plan everything 
Be everything, for everyone 

I can be a wreck 
But I'm the perfect professional 
And I don't need to need anyone 

I can put on a mask 
And hide behind it 
Do my hair and put on a dress 
And fool you all into thinking I'm doing ok 

I'll drink too much 
Starve myself 
And tear apart my relationships 
But as long as I'm the perfect boss 
I'm doing OK

I'm worthy of love 
And I can just keep giving 
And never ask for anything in return 
Work is my perfect one sided relationship