(R)APIDLY (R)ECLINING (M)ENTAL (S)TATE 🧡
As I trip on my words,
And stumble on my thoughts.
I experience tingling sensations,
Loss of balance and lack of coordination.
It started when my immune system ruptured out of control,
Which could have been linked to deficiency of cholecalciferol.
It attacked my myelin sheath resulting multiple lesions,
Which led to life-long treatment as there is yet to be a cure.
So my mind wanders off and steadily dances with my demons.
As I contemplate suicide wondering if I can fight this anymore.