My mind won't stop speaking your name. 

it's like a never ending lullaby, only after a while 

instead of going to sleep. I want to scream.

My heart is always searching for new self-assuring 

mechanisms to hide the truthful fact, that you're never 

going to love me like I love you..

I have created too many poems and goodbyes in your 

name, but in my defense, you were the name 

that consistently rolled off my Tongue.

It's so hard not to look at you considering the fact

I see you everywhere I go.. 

You have all this power and what you chose to do 

with it, simply is pathetic.

For I could and would have given you, 

Something so beautiful and special..

ME...

To The One I call-

"The Boy Who Flew"...