It's like I'm moving in the wrong direction and I don't know how to turn around.
I'm aware of it and I know damn well what is happening, and yet here I am.
It's as though I am frozen, unable to actually change the situation.
It's like I'm a stranger watching from the outside when in reality it is my life that is being set on fire.
In reality they are my dreams constantly being crushed and shut down by people I don't even know.
Everything just seems so..
Seemingly impossible, or that's what my mind thinks.
Completely impossible, and that is where my mind is now set.
Just think happy thoughts they say to me again in between advice I never asked for.
Try being more optmistic they tell me as I'm trying to drown them out once again.