welcome to my pity party 

come and take a look around 

when im out in public

my demons dont make a sound 

 

its only when im all alone

do they come alive in me

come inside and youll see

how they are slowly killing me 

 

only after a couple of visits 

will you come to the realization 

that we all live in our personal hell

and theres nothing we can do to change it

 

so sit back and stop resisting

i promise it becomes painless its true

although i just cant stop wondering 

if this is my persoanl hell then what does that make you?

 

 

Been almost a year since I wrote this and I am in a much better mental state. I have never shared this poem so thank you for taking the time to read it!