we all have our demons, but i need to tell you about mine

im hoping this will help because im on the decline

please help me, im running out of time

 

maybe its just meant to be, for me to feel like i cant breathe

im numbing everything because isnt this all a dream

please wake me, these demons have me by the teeth

 

i cant lie a part of me likes this strain

of not being in control, but im the one to blame

please save me, i keep finding pleasure in the pain

 

these drugs are starting to take a toll

i feel their pain and how theyre taking control 

please forget me and save your soul 

 

 

 

**Been almost a year since I wrote this and I am in a much better mental state. I have never shared this poem so thank you for taking the time to read it!