these days it's really hard to get the words I need to say out

I let you use me 
Have your way 
You still didn't stay
The memories make me want to die

Why won't you stay 
I told you no 
But you still had your way
I just don't want to be alone 

If you would stay 
I don't want to be alone 
Goddammit I'm a product of abuse  
It doesn't feel good

Set my world on fire
I'm not obsessed with you 
I'm obsessed with not dying alone

I'll let you use me 
Please don't go 
I'll let you use me 
Please don't go 
I'll let you use me 
Please don't go 
I'll let you use me 
Please don't go 
I'll let you use me 
Please don't go 

I don't want to be alone with my monsters
They're screaming kill yourself
No one will ever love you

Please don't go 
Can you tell me what I need to fix
I just want to matter to someone
Burn me alone 

I don't know where to go 
Please don't go 

I'll let you use me 
Please don't go 
I'll let you use me 
Please don't go 

I don't know how to love
But I can fake it my best 
Please don't go 
I know I'm numb to affection
I don't want to be alone

◄ No Where But Down

CUT ►

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Damon Blackery

Sun 2nd Aug 2020 16:50

Nop I don't feel any better.

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Don Matthews

Sun 2nd Aug 2020 12:11

Gosh Bluesky I went right under with your meditation link. Came out all tingly feeling. Read the blurb 'This meditation will act as a trigger for unlocking high vibrational energy within you and will raise your vibration to new levels.. Do you think I was being shook by my higher vibrational level?

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Paul Sayer

Sun 2nd Aug 2020 10:33

You are getting them out, Damon.

You are not alone.

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Paul Sayer

Sun 2nd Aug 2020 10:30

Play a game of snakes and ladders... Grab a rubber and rub out all the snakes.

I'll lend you mine D. if you can't find yours.

Po

Moon.girl

Sun 2nd Aug 2020 08:31

Hey Damon, common wake up n chill. Life isn't worth killing. Live your life don't sulk so much.

Listen to this, you will feel better.

https://youtu.be/KKrPqB59kg0

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