love another

I look in the mirror and see someone who just isnt happy anymore 

I feel bad for my friends, they have to deal with someone who cant even put on a fake smile anymore 

I wish it was not like that 

I wish I wasnt depressed 

I wish I didnt have to act like I was fine 

I wish I wasnt told to lie to my family about how im really feeling 

I feel like breaking down every 5 seconds for no reason 

I'm constantly holding back my tears just so I don't embarrass myself 

I wish I could actually talk to people about how I'm feeling 

I'm scared for college 

what if I fail

what if no one likes me 

what if I let people down 

I know im overreacting, but these thoughts are in my head 24/7

 

◄ peace

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poemagraphic

Wed 1st Jul 2020 13:29

I have liked this not because of the poetry, because of the honesty.

You find a lot of us here have been where you now or fear we are going to be.

SO

You are in good company.
Po

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