I look in the mirror and see someone who just isnt happy anymore 

I feel bad for my friends, they have to deal with someone who cant even put on a fake smile anymore 

I wish it was not like that 

I wish I wasnt depressed 

I wish I didnt have to act like I was fine 

I wish I wasnt told to lie to my family about how im really feeling 

I feel like breaking down every 5 seconds for no reason 

I'm constantly holding back my tears just so I don't embarrass myself 

I wish I could actually talk to people about how I'm feeling 

I'm scared for college 

what if I fail

what if no one likes me 

what if I let people down 

I know im overreacting, but these thoughts are in my head 24/7