Free from doubt is what I'm about.

Focused on having integrity,

no longer about that clout.

Not trying to control situations,

learning to kick back and have some fucking patience.

Understanding that when I do, I will remain calm as I reach different stations,

Milestones in my growth, driven by my motivations.

Right now, I LOVE MY LIFE,

Doing my best to let go of my emotional pain.

Man, I've had to dig deep,

remembering those days I would go without sleep.

It's crazy how low my addiction caused me to seep!

How ugly my life was.

I can't explain how dark it had become,

so much shame and resentment

my intake superceded my income.

My past tells a story 

Hopefully it helps someone relate,

while I learn to adore me

Again!

Releasing my sin!

Resonating from being......DETERMINED!