Blood on my hands 
Death in my back pocket
Some days feel so far away 
The night I told you I loved you 
I was numb from social anxiety

So where are you now 
So how far do I have to go 
How dose this end now 

She was the end of me 
Whispering me to sleep
Until she took my heart
Now I'll never sleep again 

How many days have passed me by
Since I could see straight
This is the end now 

So where are you now 
So how far do I have to go 
How dose this end now 

I see you in my dreams 
Kissing him and I can't breath 
This reality I"m the one homeless 
So how many nights have passed me by

I must of did something horrible 
Why is this to be my karma
I've only tried to help people
I guess dying is all I have now 

So where are you now 
So how far do I have to go 
How dose this end now 

I was dying and no one cared
The cuts are piling up on the flesh
I hate the way I breathe
I was never good enough for anyone

She was there whispering to me
Close my eyes forever
All the pain will be gone soon
Close my eyes forever