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Aspiring poet/spoken word artist, spoken word on self harm

Gasping for air, longing for release..
One quick slice is all I need but the cut doesn't quite make the pain cease, so again I try and again I try so tired of living this life, so tired of living this lie..
Inside my heart aches, my soul bleeds in desperate need of a saviour to save me from this endless cycle... Death to decay

It's seems everything around me decades,
Am I the reason for the decay?
(Cut) one more to help me sleep, all I want to do it sleep, with no wake into the arms of the great abyss, I slip, I sleep, so I can finally rest in peace instead of living life in piece(es)..
Thought theses cuts would help stop the decay
tried everything from eating to not eating nothing ever works
It's been 15 weeks, 73 cuts...with no end in sight
All I see is pain , all the pastor says is I should pray...while this anxiety and despair makes me it's pray
I pray the end is soon, cause I swear I can't take another day
I can't take another moment of decay
Just wish I could decay...

Battling with my emotions, got me going through the motions suicidal thoughts pleading a strong case almost got me convicted, convinced death is the only way..
Death knocks at my door everyday, as he whispers his soft still promise in my ears and I listen..

Conversations with death have me feeling deaf to reality
Am wishing I could just decey
Gasping for air, longing for release..
One quick slice is all I need...

Tue, 6 Feb 2018 08:20 pm
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This moved me.....tsi something one relates to....It's great
Tue, 13 Feb 2018 08:07 pm
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My love for you knew no bounds.

The sacrifices I made knew no limits.


Let your brown eyes look into my soul,

Let them see what they always pretended to see,

Pretended to understand,

Yet it was a lie

My heart bleeds.

My soul escapes me.

Happiness deserted me,

And sorrow became me.

Emptiness I embraced,

For loving you was a curse.

Some kind of torture that I became addicted to.

Darkness in you that I found inviting,

Signs that I ignored,

And in my lost time

I realise,

I fell in love with the devil

Tue, 13 Feb 2018 08:59 pm
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Thank you so much, really loved your piece powerful stuff
Thu, 15 Feb 2018 02:40 pm
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I thought this was beautiful, and it really captured the emotion.
I could feel your heart.
Fri, 2 Mar 2018 02:19 am
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Thank you so much.
Fri, 2 Mar 2018 02:37 pm
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