I want to feel connected. To anything. Anything at all.
You all belong here i can tell, i see the weave running through you, even the worn and tattered threads.
And i float above and barely touch. It's all too much this not enough.
This pain is real and meaningless, i watch as salt water carves cracks around my eyes with too much to ask and not enough to say
I want your joy, your love ,your hate, your pain. All your passions. Stop me dissolving away.
Forgive me for the nothing I've done, i've become.
Sedate me, medicate me, break me apart and reshape me
I still persist. Nothing is always the same
I made me, i can't escape me,