Its amusing, how life can be.
Just when you thought you've been broken enough.
That you're unbreakable.
Its far from the reality.
As a man, I have been tested.
With my past, memories relentless.
Traumatic moments and experiences that remain.
You would think I would be numb to the infliction of pain.
But it shows indeed I still have a heart.
That i can take a loss and feel broken.
Despite this I'm sitting here, still hoping.
That somewhere the answers are there.
I'm calling out tonight but can somebody hear?
I thought I was unbreakable, like I've handled enough.
Thought I wouldn't break no more, standing tall and tough.
Around the edges.
Rugged with experience in life.
Focused and unstoppable in my tracks.
However I'm derailed tonight.
I see the moon light, but no moon.
A wolf breathes but no howling tunes.
It's a funny life so it seems,
Sitting in the dark. With silent screams.
Roaring through your mind.
Vision blurry from your eyes.
Unbreakable at sight but inside you're dying.
Neither living with the dead nor feeling alive.
What a funny thing life can be.
Yet I'm sitting here smiling.
Like im used to this.
But that is quite frightening.
Emotions dissipate like smoke.
Soul implodes like lightening.
That once my heart actually cared.
But my heart is no longer there.
Beating like its empty and cold.
Like I'm breathing, alive with no soul.
I thought I was unbreakable....