Talking me through
Where are you dad when I need you to talk me through,
You use to always tell me exactly what I should do.
I wish I could talk to you and just hear your voice,
But Instead I look for a sign of your presence, I don’t have any other choice.
You always knew exactly what I needed to hear,
Always had the perfect responses to take away my fear.
I’d give anything right now to have you by side,
To help me get through this and still have some pride.
I’m so lost and confused, I want him so bad,
How can I get over it and pretend I’m not sad?
I know I’ll never have him, I’ll never get to call him mine
Dad, please tell me everything will be fine.
I’ve never felt quite like this before,
Unwanted, second choice, why couldn’t I be more.
He’s so much like you, so loving and sweet
There’s no way it was an accident, our souls had to meet.
Right now I need your patience, it’s a virtue that I lack,
Ugh, if only for a minute, I wish I could have him back.
I want to scream at the top of my lungs and let out the tears,
Just another ache in my heart to carry all through the years.
I’ll be okay though, I know what I’ll do,
Ill just imagine your voice talking me through.