The better hand eventually turns

I never made it as the number one
Every time it hits me, I sing this song
Helps remind me I'm not the only one
That you would happily, see gone

I tried to tell myself that I'm mistaken
Surely this should be, my newfound haven 
Instead I feel like I'm locked down in your basement 
Living on time that's already over-spent 

You can't say you never knew that 
I saw you as gold, 14 carat 
Even knowing your shady past
I thought that this time, was the last
Instead you buried my mind in a cast
Ensuring I fell into your game, way too fast 

I was the stupid maiden
Dangerously trying to save him
From his continuous sin
That sent me each time to the Gin
Bringing out the demons, 
within

Give me a shout
Give me a clout
Let everything out


Give me a shout
Give me a clout
Let everything out

I can't hold this anger back
I feel it coming on, full whack
Be careful, I'm not daft
If I see one more move, I will smack
The smugness, from upon your back!


I never made it as the number one
Every time it hits me, I sing this song
Helps remind me I'm not the only one
That you would happily, see gone

I tried to tell myself that I'm mistaken
Surely this should be my newfound haven 
Instead I feel like I'm locked down in your basement 
Living on time that's already over-spent 

The things you do, are not healthy
Right now, they're beneath me
Try to hurt me, I'll watch you bleed
I won't bandage it, to stop it flow free
I've shut you out for eternity
Watch me keep this promise, you will see!

My angel was caged in so damn tight
By your manipulation to my life
So watch my monster be freed tonight
Coming after everything with you in sight
I won't hold back, like you'd like
I'm after my own bounty, to ruin your entire life


Give me a shout
Give me a clout
Let everything out
These aren't the kind of things that I joke about
These aren't the things that I...

I am no longer forsaken
Your lies were the only things that made that
So from today onwards, I will not cave in
Fuck you and all that you made me
Next time you cross me, you'll fucking bleed
I Hope my knees on your chest, make it hard to breath
As you imagine me, with these demons freed
Wanting revenge, for all your deeds

I tried to tell myself that I was mistaken
Surely this should have been my newfound haven 
Instead I felt like I'd been locked down in your basement 
Living on time that was already over-spent 
I am no longer forsaken
Your lies were the only things that made that
So from today onwards, I will not cave in
Fuck you and all you made me
Fuck you and all you made me

Fuck you and all that you made me

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Hayley Taylor

Sat 3rd Nov 2018 00:06

#TeenAngst

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Hayley Taylor

Sat 3rd Nov 2018 00:03

Probabky shoukd read in a metal/punk song way. Think more 3 days grace meet green day and nickelback haha

Just tapping into songs and past scenarios and emotions and exxagerating for inspiration. Me and my relationship are 100% good, using the past as inspo with music o was listening to ?

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