They say it gets easier with time 

Missing you 

And I realise 

This ache I have for you 

Will not dissapate

And no matter

Where you are 

Or who your with 

I still want you 

Think of you 

Every night before i sleep 

Every day first thought. 

I wonder if you do me too . 

And to all the .men ill never love 

Im sorry 

Simply that 

 

That i always have another in my thoughts 

And i dont understand our connection 

 

Or how you feel 

And know 

What i feel 

A wish in the dark 

The crunch of snow 

And i would sooner hold onto one moment 

In a lifetime 

Than all those shades of medocrity