displaying of a closed forever sign
You have inflicted an ache in my heart,kept hidden,
beneath this whiteness I wear.
Now,you impel me never to applaud
from your fairy-tale stockpile,retained for fools!
Their nonchalant beautifulness's stolen
from the rainbows of their dreams.
I will never again adopt the old version
of myself,not here,in this place I have corrected
only for the benefit of advancing acceptances,that help prevent the taking,of,
forthcoming interests in visitations by false lovers.
From this golden second onwards
I shall never again,think of you,in any hour,of any day.
Those once happily compartmented mistakes,are dismantled!
and packed off,to the far corners of destruction,
that,of where,my mind has been taught never to remember,along with,
all the other dead recollections
I have so satisfyingly murdered!