Chapter 18: Roses On Your Grave
I'm standing on the string you left me
Not holding on and not letting go
I don't have a strong grip with my beaten hands
So you spin me around until I lose my balance.
I'm so mesmerized by the way you make me feel
Like a diamond that caught my eye
Wrapped up in this web of yours
The more I pull, the tighter it gets.
Why couldn't you cut the rope and just let me fall?
Instead these thoughts are swirling around my mind
The knots are holding everything I want to say
But you refuse to untie and let them go.
Please let me go from your grasp
I don't know how much longer I can last
This rope you have around my throat
Reminds me of this dark feeling.
Now you left me in here
And I can't stand it
I feel so lost without you.
I didn't get a chance to say sorry
For all the things I said to you
Please can you forgive me?
You were always a true person
What was I thinking?
It was so clear
That I was the one killing you.
Nothing is the same without you
And I can't take it anymore
This wasn't supposed to happen
Everything is happening so fast.
Now I am standing over your grave
Crying out your name
But I know that you're not coming back.