Chapter 14: Nothing Lasts Forever
I can't escape this black hole
Slipping back to my old ways
Because bad habits die hard.
My insides are getting cold
So guilty and lonely
Time won't cover up
These skin deep wounds.
A constant fight for self-control
That I can never seem to win
There is no fight left in me.
I can't look at myself in the mirror
The sight is too painful to see
I did something that makes me feel dirty
Something so unforgivable.
This love we share is a forbidden one
My mistakes are too great
To have someone like you in my life.
The frown of regret overtakes my fake smile
Falling on my face with these shaking knees
So you can never see the thing is killing me.
Shutting it away
Keeping it in me
Will this cycle end?
I don't know how it began.