Will I every be worthy in your eyes?

Or when you look a me, do you only see the lies that they told about me?

Or maybe that's all you chose to see

Because I reality, maybe you never loved me.

Maybe the lie was our love

Because I always felt that my love was one sided

You believed everything they said

My words and my action never meant anything to you

That's why you never believed me when I said I loved you

That why you never trusted me

Even when I went out of my way to help you, to please you

I went out of my way to make you happy

I went out of my way to prove my love

I tried to prove to you that what I felt was real

Because I remained the same even when you weren't around

But I can't say the same for the other people around you

The ones you trust the most, are the ones who have hurt you the most

They lie without a problem and would stab you without blinking 

Yet I'm the one who you don't trust

Im the one who you don't love

Im the one who you turned your back on

The only person who you never truly loved or cared about

I was the only person who truly cared and looked out for you

Yet I was nothing to you

The gum you scrap from under your shoe

I will never truly be worthy of you