How could it be.
when you walked away from me.
that we'd be given a second chance.
instead of just hooking up, we created love & a little romance. 
but 5months on, it's gone a little wrong.
i gave you my heart with all the scars. 
because i felt safe & warm in your arms. 
for you to let me down and keep adding to my wounds. 
every broken promise every lie just created more feuds. 
my knight in shining armour. 
has too many walls to get through. 
it's making me become a survivor. 
But this is where we both lose.
we can't even talk. 
it turns into a fight. 
if we only speak of the weather. 
things for him seem alright. 
so the weather is fine. 
but my heart has holes. 
when all it needed. 
was each others to hold. 
lucky my arms are strong. 
iv been going to the gym. 
so I can hold my own heart. 
and such is life, again, I begin