The Thirsty Earth
The Thirsty Earth
We live below the earth now.
Not buried, not yet,
but pressed into his ribs
like damp breath in a coffin.
Mud is our inheritance.
It grips the ankles,
sucks at the knees,
chews the leather
from our boots
and the warmth
from our bones.
We smell of iron
and rot
and men
who have forgotten
what clean meant.
Rats dine better than we do.
They grow sleek
on the uncomplaining dead.
Bold as sergeants,
they step across a man’s cheek
as if inspecting him for promotion.
Dawn is the worst betrayal.
It rises pink and innocent
over wire that claws at the sky,
over craters fat with rainwater
and faces looking upward
as if heaven had given them
a private answer.
Shells arrive without introduction
a cough in the distance,
then the sky splitting like wet timber.
Earth erupts.
Air becomes teeth.
We are flung against the walls
of our own small graves.
Somewhere a boy calls for his mother
in a voice already thinning.
Someone laughs
not because it is funny,
but because the mind
has slipped its harness.
Gas creeps low and patient.
A yellow fog fingering the duckboards,
curious as a cat.
Masks fumbled on
with shaking hands
too late for one.
He drowns standing up,
eyes bulging with a question
no officer can answer.
We were told of glory.
Of flags snapping clean
in righteous wind.
Of honour bright as polished brass.
But honour here is
a lice-bitten blanket
shared between
shivering shoulders.
Glory is a mouthful of mud
when the barrage lifts
and the whistle screams us upward.
Over we go.
Into the torn field
where the wire waits like scripture
and machine guns stitch the air
with neat, final sentences.
Men fall in fragments.
A hand still gripping nothing.
A helmet rolling free of its thoughts.
The ground drinks deeply
and asks for more.
By night we count ourselves
like mislaid coins.
Too few.
Always too few.
We write letters home
with fingers
that will not stop trembling,
lying gently
about sunsets and strong spirits.
Sleep comes in shreds.
Dreams are loud with shrapnel.
We wake clawing at the dark,
certain the bombardment
has begun again,
though it is only memory
doing its work.
And yet
in the brief hush between guns
someone shares a cigarette.
Someone hums
a half-remembered song.
A photograph is passed along,
creased and reverent,
proof that somewhere
the world still grows flowers
instead of graves.
We endure.
Not because we believe the speeches,
nor because
we hunger for medals,
but because the man beside us
is still breathing
and we will not leave him alone
in this churned and faithless earth.
So we remain
mud-streaked,
hollow-eyed,
listening for the next thunder.
Young men
made ancient
in a ditch
that history
will one day
call
a
line.
By Jonah Libertine Gill
©️Libertine13
08/05/2026
