You stupid I remember 

Every second of 

every last word,

Ive heard similar words often 

Than needed.

I am not perfect 

I never claimed i was.

But for most of the things 

I did For you

I do were never enough,

Stupid is me giving 

You two years of my time

Stupid is me making sure 

Your son gets to stay alive

Stupid is me cooking every

Night for someone who 

Will one day come hungry

Stupid is me giving up 

My academics, goals away

To Look after your son

Stupid is me who was the 

First person to be reached 

Out to the moment

The sun touch the devils horn

Stupid is me giving my all

And still being told i am not enough 

Stupid is me who stayed 

For the things most men wouldnt

Have not stayed for

Stupid is the guy you called

Love, the guy who made sure 

You slept comfortable 

And safe.

Stupid is me the guy

Who took his time  

Took his title, career, and ambitions

For someone who left 

at the sight of few drops 

Of tears.

Today the very stupid 

You claim was, is the very one 

You need today. 

When life shows you its true colors

Before we met 

I was

not what you wanted

But what you could get.