Change of Heart.

 

The search for what I want is finally no more.

Someone has just opened the door.

No need to stress as the day goes by.

I have no reason to always cry.

 

Bounce out of bed with a smile on my face.

Thinking good things instead of feeling a disgrace.

Confident of what the future has installed.

I get the feeling it's time to party we are going to have a ball.

 

The anger I felt has drifted far away.

I don't want to move, here I really want to stay.

Always positive in what I wish and think.

I no longer need those pills or that bottle of drink.

 

However now they try to hurt my pride.

I will just stand and take it in my stride.

No need to build those defences even higher.

Instead of easily quitting I have become a tryer.

 

Look I am going forward instead of standing still.

No more glancing back against my will.

The nightmares are now my dreams.

Happiness now is an endless seem.

The lights are on, and someone is in.

Can this really be the real thing.

 

Nataiella (2013)