Don't Kintsugi Me
I met an old friend last week,
She looked the same and spoke sweet.
I bumped into her again yesterday,
Down my apartment stairway.
I invited her home for coffee right-away,
And she said yes without any delay.
I asked her to be seated comfortably
Until I prepared the best mug of coffee.
I peeped out of the kitchen in-between
And saw her observing the ceiling.
She must've noticed the crooked-crack,
She must’ve thought that I'm a total-wreck.
I presume she has looked all around,
At all the unusual things surrounded -
The broken vase arranged neatly
Amongst other antique vases,
The broken mirror reflecting
A distorted image of the mannequin,
The broken mask of the toy’s face
Revealing a gentle smile underneath,
The broken window in the room
Letting fireflies in for some flight-light,
The broken bowl in the kitchen
Arranged with other painted-porcelains,
The broken hardcover of the diary
Consisting my handwritten poetry.
She looked at me concernedly,
And confronted me compassionately.
The finely-fixed woman insisted heartily
On fixing my things, and me, predominantly.
I generously thanked her for being considerate
And confided in her that I'm fine and in a perfect state.
She borrowed my diary and read my poetry.
She stopped at the poem “Don’t Kintsugi Me”.
She seemed stuck there as she reread those lines -
Dear finely-fixed woman,
And the probable occupant of my heart,
I know that you are a fixer and a healer,
But I'm perfectly fine the way I am.
Please don't try to finesse me your way,
Please don't try to Kintsugi me in a fixed array
Of happy-pretending people living in utter dismay,
For there's uniqueness in broken things
And beauty in imperfections,
For there's poetry in shattered objects
That only the broken heart notices.
Manish Singh Rajput
Fri 22nd Sep 2023 10:21
Thanks a lot, Hélèna and Michael Morales. Your comment is a great source of motivation to me.🌻