Saudade

I’m an antagonist, 

An unpredictive plot-twist

In my own feel-good film.

 

I’m a flawed tourist, 

Fooled by camouflages, 

Lured by mirages, 

Distracted by dissuades,

Broken by wordy-demolitions. 

 

I've been dragged here

By an uncontrollable force,

To the place I deeply feared.

Maybe the force knew it consciously

That a part of my subconsciousness

Had been longing to feel it all; 

To feel a little love, 

To feel a little pain, 

To feel the heart

Cry with the rain.