Mishoped
(music "Interstellar" - by Hans Zimmer)
One word won't let the sadness of your silence
slip by another time
just whisper closely once again through breaths skipped one after another
that nothing can be easy if not tried
you move in steps not taken
dreamt through instants merged into those others
in wishes bold but also thoroughly controlled
or not
maybe just raged out in outspoken pain cries
that no one hears and never would
cause you don’t trust they will be heard
a movement of misunderstood disaster
unravelling
in wild screams that your mind takes
unlet
uncried
not spoken
Just why
why
don’t you trust that it might be
simple
and usual
banal
in all its lack of inspiration
or perfect combination
of moments
that just don’t happen otherwise
cause you know and saw that fear unravel
just there in front and all around sights
and eyes not met but well-known
since you trusted a moment
which vanished
but not a hope shared.