Heartless - lyrics (Experiment)

You see, this me and you,
Both of us damn fools.
What we meant to do,
With this whole me and you?

Our energy never reciprocated,
We never made it.
Its hard to carry on,
Now that we're both faded.

If people tried to mess with you,
They had to mess with me.
I cared for you more than anything,
My damn queen.

I smoke a fat blunt and down this bottle of henny.
Visions with flashbacks & fantasies i have many.

You see.

This is nothing, but a damn game,
Never got to see our potential.
A damn shame.

We fought over stupid issues.
But I really miss you.
Thought I can live without you.
But truth is I really need you.

I know in your mind,
You didn't comprehend somethings.
How you could manifest, those feelings.
Towards me.


But you was scared.
Baby that's your own view.
I just needed attention.
But I only wanted you.

I tried hard to carry on.
To remain strong.
But these love scars, got me drowning from my own arms.

So I have to carry on like I'm heartless.
I never should have shown you, where my heart lives.
Never should have shown, how much my heart gives.
So now I carry on like I'm a heartless
Heartless.

But despite all this shit, i miss you the most.
Move like a Rolls Royce, disappear like a ghost.


I stumble now and then,
I try to remain humble.
Sometimes I do struggle,
as my world starts to crumble

But,

I do wish the best for you.
Even though it hurts,
I hope you can find what I couldn't do.
It's what you deserve,
Our times I reminisce.
Them hugs and kiss.

Now picture this.

For you.

I'd still dance till the very end.
I'd die to hold you one more time.
My dear friend.
My dreams haunt me, your face I see.
In remembrance of all these memories.
Of you and me

Now it's out of control.
Alone in my thoughts, in my own zone,
I still stand tall. I remain so.
Although sometimes I do feel low.

Not long left now, till I have to go.

So I have to carry on like I'm heartless.
I never should have shown you, where my heart lives.
Never have shown you how much, my heart gives.
So now I carry on like I'm a heartless
Heartless.

I never should have given you my time.
Nor my energy.
A glimpse, of my soul.
Or created those memories.

It's poison in my blood.
Like a feen with a crack pipe.
Blood clots in my arm,
Veins collapsed, cuz we didnt act right.

Like I'm in a scene from saw....
My goal was to get to you.
Tell you everythings alright.
So, I tried walking through that door.

But that beam was broken,
A trap created with a frame lock.
A sawn off, with its aim locked, loaded with some buck shots.
Soon as I walked through the chain pops,
Links breaks off.
Forced the mechanism to pull the trigger,
That blew my heart out, and tore my face off.

You're the shotgun in this scene,
You blew my heart out.
I know that it wasn't planned,
I still don't understand.

It wasn't meant to be,
So now my demons carry me.
Mourn for it now,
Rest in peace.
To you and me.

So I have to carry on like I'm heartless.
I never should have shown where my heart lives.
Never have shown how much my heart gives.
So now I carry on like I'm a heartless
Heartless.

But now I move like I'm heartless.
Guarded.
So no one knows where my heart lives
Never again to share how much love my heart gives.
So now I carry on like I'm a heartless
Heartless.
So now I live like I'm heartless
Heartless


◄ Unbreakable

Chess for her ►

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Paul Sayer

Sun 2nd Aug 2020 01:10

Keep writing, keep reading post post post...

Experiment more, fall... get up... knocked down! Get up.
Stand tall, tumble and...

Stand taller, stronger, mighty.

Some great rhyme in these lines.

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