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Betrayed and abandoned

I've often found, 

Moments in my life, 

Of betrayal and abandonment, 

Four years old and in a house alone,

Married but betrayed, 

I thought God didn't  love me after my miscarriages, 

But here alone, 

I'm not, 

Theres friends around the world, 

New friends singing  on the ward, 

My saviour brings me essentials, 

A friend in need, etc

The Covid result was contaminated  so they

Have just taken it again, 

I have to isolate again

In this room

Again 

◄ Right now

Obession ►

Comments

Nicola Beckett

Mon 29th Jun 2020 05:08

Leon, yes I accept my path, God hasn't gifted me with children but he has, let me be a mother to many, and in a way don't you see it sets me free? X

<Deleted User> (17847)

Sat 27th Jun 2020 16:25

Miscarriages must be such a traumatic and deeply sad event in a woman's life both physically and psychologically especially in thinking of what could have been in terms of life long happiness.

That you can come on here Nicola and express your feelings has to be a great help to you most definitely.

Hope the ongoing recovery proves successful ?

LS.

Nicola Beckett

Sat 27th Jun 2020 16:14

Delightful and thank you, the clinical approach is not mine as you know, I'm eating fruit mainly some of the nurses and doctors are very kind ps we have no fruity tea xxx

<Deleted User> (24283)

Sat 27th Jun 2020 15:58

Nicola we are always with you, hold you in our heart and prayers. No matter what the covid result, just don't care. Many have recovered and so will many. And you are a brave girl lived alone at a tender age of 4. Now you are multiple times bigger and stronger. Just few more days.

Make this your routine:
Morning
Prayer
Exercise light
Eat well healthy food n drink lots of juices and water
Sleep

Afternoon
Prayer
Eat
Meditate
Sleep

Evening
Pray
Exercise light & breathing exercises
Drink green tea n hot soup
Sleep

Night
Meditate
Eat light food
Pray
Sleep

And yes write poems, stories, experiences and whatever you wish to share. We are here, right with you.?

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