Every notification I wish it to be yours
They are supposed to be are they not?
For you make me feel what I want so desperately
Then, why do you lie and make me uselessly dream?
I believe you told me "let's continue being weird"
But a stranger is what you have become
You pop up in my mind without any alarms
But the feeling has me all fuzzy and warm.
Giddy in spirit, I'll tell you why
You're with me all the time.
Not physically present but there I see you
The sarcastic dude turning hands Black and Blue.
Who turns to this amazing friend I never had
But you rarely text now, have I been bad?
You can become my teacher again
And scold me like you've always done.
I feel and know it, you are changing my friend,
But I don't want this beautiful thing to end.
I can't help but imagine what would become
Of you and me, if we'd ever be 'us',
Had the situation been in my favor.