Tobani / Nataiella

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Blinded Light
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Biography

These are the ramblings of a crazy old mind, written from the heart and with honesty. I understand not all things i write about are of a pleasant nature, but these are about my life and observations. I have been writing since i was a young child, as it has always been the only way i feel safe saying how i really feel. I have recently retyped my older ones and thought it be good to give some of them a public airing. I would like to say i really appreciate all the comments and likes, it is always rewarding if someone likes something you have done., even if they do not like, that they took the time to read it. Even if you do not like the subjects i write about, i hope you can understand the story behind the poetry.

Blinded Light

Mummy’s Love. (Hidden in Anger). I can feel my mummy's love I know it's in there somewhere. As the hands rein down on me, I know somewhere inside she cares. I can feel my mummy's love even though it's hidden in despair. I know she has a lot of love to give but the anger is always there. I can feel my mummy's love as my ears ring with a bout of insulting words. I am sure the love is hidden in the abuse that I have just heard. I can feel my mummy's love as again she inflicts more pain. I can feel the warmth of her hand as she hits me once again. I can feel my mummy's love when I go to bed in tears. I know her love is there inside all her raging fears. I can feel my mummy's love as she gives me a goodnight kiss. Why can't mummy show me all her love, that's the only thing i wish. Nataiella (1973) Childhood memory

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