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A profound elegy

A profound healing of the ages 

Where my ancestors 

My EGGUN 

My ascended masters 

My women, men 

Children of the ancient civilization 

Ressurrected 

From the curse of separation from the most high Yahweh

Suppression of the true self 

You walk amongst the living 

But you have internally died long ago

Into a deep state 

A deep, dank stare 

Into oblivion 

Fr...

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Mind control

Mind Control, mind control

Mind control, mind control 

I have been lying to myself 

For many of lifetimes

I have forgotten for a moment 

About from where the light shines 

I have been lied to by my opressors

They are the ones that brainwashed me 

And forced me to lie to myself 

Ofcourse my elders have been lied to as well

So I really can’t trust in all that they say 

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Every man

Every man that I have ever found attractive

Any man that I loved

They all possessed qualities 

That I already have dwelling within me

Wounded masculine energy

Searching for my daddy in other men

Yet again

I didn’t even know how to be

My own mother

I expected my mother to do the job

Reparent myself

To heal the toxicity 

That kept me from 

Protecting myself

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I deserve a proper genuine love

I deserve to be admired

Adorned and respected

Love me like you would

Love a sister 

Mother or daughter

Fuck me like 

A whore and it will be 

Our little secret 

The sweetness

Of the nectar 

Of my juices 

Running down your cheekbones

I deserve to be vulnerable

To feel safe

In my divine masculines presence

My son deserves

A father figure

That will pr...

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My son is so beautiful

My son is so beautiful

I am so blessed to have my baby

Anointed in all of Yahweh’s glory

Un vientre May limpia 

A very clean womb

To have birthed such a beautiful baby

Thank you the most high Jah

For growing my baby

So healthy and safe

Inside my belly for 9 months

I love th way he says

Bye Bye

And 

Baby

And 

Hi

Oh my sweet joy 

You’ve gifted me in...

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Gossip

Gossip is a hell of a disease

Spreading exaggerations of the truth

Lies

Jealousy

Deciet

Spewed between the likeness of others

Own projections and insecurities

They all have one thing in common

Their negative obsession

Of the one in question 

The main event

They can’t talk about themselves 

Because no one one listen

So they attempt to spread your name 

With...

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I love the idea of love

I love the idea of love

How it feels

How it looks 

How it smells

Im not sure if the manifestation 

Of love

Scares me

Because it triggers

My addiction to

Pain, trauma and abuse

The codependency

Is tricky

And confuses me

Because I know it’s not love

But it’s the closest thing 

I’ve been taught 

By my foremothers and forefathers

I didn’t choose to

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I love you Black man

Life is a circus 

And the ride can leave you feeling 

Lonely and confused

But you are loved throughout it all

You are protected and guided if you choose

For we all have free will

Don't sell your soul black man 

For it is more precious than gold 

What justice are you searching for

With your flesh

When your soul is poisoned and imprisoned 

With tar

Restaura tu alm...

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Snake

So many snakes in the grass

Slithering around 

Being sneaky 

Like a scorpion 

Hiding in the sand

Waiting to attack 

When the victim least expects it 

Too bad I’m not a victim and 

I have a demon detector 

Inspotted your poison

From a mile away 

It wreaked Of 

Deception shame and rage

Mother wounds

Father wounds

Trauma 

Abuse

How can I trust

Som...

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You have no power over me

You have no power over me 

You tried so hard to manipulate me

Why did you think you could control me?

I am one of the chosen ones

Destined by Yahweh

Your black magic

And your spiritual attacks

Are removed from my pathway

It didn’t even reach my feet

The Oceans tide carried it all away

Returned to sender ten fold

Yemaya spiritually cleansed me

She spiritually hea...

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Spiritually Protected

YAHWEH is my guide 

I shall not want for anything

I give my obligations to you

You clear my trauma bond

Heal my betrayal 

My PTSD

Heal narcissism 

Contracts 

Control

Con artist

All revealed 

I am protected throughout it all

Soul contract 

Low vibrational energy 

Low level entities

 Obedient to the most high Jah as I Surrender

All my addictions and in...

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Wake Up Call

I’m sorry for all the times I did it to you

All the blow ups

All the dismissals

All the abandonment

I’m sorry for all the times I did it to you

The times I disrespected you 

And thought of you 

Second 

Never treated you as a priority 

I’m sorry I dismissed your needs for safety

As not being important 

All the traumas 

All the abuse

I’m sorry for all the times...

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Pride Is The Devil

Pride is ugly 

It will blind you

Like a demon

Have you in your head 

A certain type of seasoning

Live your life a certain type of way

In your ego

Disconnected

From your heart space

Blocked

Nail in the coffin

You as good as dead

Disrespectful to Yahweh

How you going to teach me to call on god

And dismiss her out of your life?

Balance

Call in balance

...

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Past Life Regression

Will this be the last time?

To lie

To cheat

To manipulate

To fight

To hate

Will it be the last time 

To lose yourself to the jezebel spirit

I have responsibilities

That I need to take care of

I have no time for distractions 

Gaslighting arguments

That have me waste so much

Of my precious energy

Being siphoned 

Past life relationship

I worked too hard...

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Babydaddy JuJu

My babydaddy was birthed 

By a jezebel

Crazy arguments

Would make my mental swell

Spiritually protected

The spirit of death and disease

He sold his soul

It came close

Real close

But still couldn’t touch me

Don’t rush me

I’m anointed

Ordained by

The most high 

YAHWEH

Your traps could not contain me

The boundlessness of my being 

You’re not in your ...

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Why Do You Keep Dating Your Father?

Serial lover

Different men

Same theme 

Addictions

Toxic attachments

Narcissism 

Codependency 

Can’t stay in your feminine 

Burdened into your masculine

Don’t feel safe

Around the one

You giving your flesh to

Destined to break

This generational curse 

Lessons learned

Your own self worth 

Is not equivalent 

To the ones that abandoned you

Netlecte...

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Sovereignty

I claim back

My sacral and mental

Sovereignty

I claim back all parts of me

Into my being

Crack me open

So that I can return

My soul back within the 

Crevices

To the places that

Have been experiencing

A love drought

I surrender to the sweetness

Of love and

Of life

Of YAHWEH

You called me mentally unstable

So that I can doubt

My reality

Of wha...

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Sex Without Love Is Meaningless

I want to feel safe in your arms

Not just wet by your touch

Your soul recognizes mine

Namaste

I love you for who you are

Not what you do

I don’t want to trap your soul

I want you to live you best life

And enjoy living your life along side me living mine

No trickery 

No lies 

No delusions 

Let’s invite transparency 

Honesty 

Respect

Internal balance

R...

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I Am Worthy Of Divine Love

I am worthy of a pure love

A genuine love

A divine love

Not an attachment

I am whole and complete

In the name of Yahweh

Stay in your heart space with me

Type of love

My compliment 

Divine counterpart

I am worthy of 

Feeling the complete divinity

Within me

I deserve to feel safe

In my prescence

In my home

In my own company

I deserve to be soft 

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I Abandoned Myself

I abandoned myself

Over and over again

In order to love you

And you allowed me to

You drained my energy

You drank my light

Energy vampire 

I was your supply 

You chewed me up

And spit me out

My stomach hurt so much

I couldn’t sleep at night

Couldn’t protect myself 

From your demons

You gaslighted me

Into thinking I was your problem

And you were my sa...

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My Child’s Father is a Narcissist

He is combatitive

Living with him was always

Like walking on eggshells

We fought almost everyday

Even when I was pregnant

My heart broke over and over again 

I was so numb

Living in constant confusion and chaos

Im grateful at how strong my son is 

I’m surprised at how strong my spirit is

Because anyone else would have 

Lost their mind

And I still love him so muc...

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The Time I forgot my plants name

Olivia

Was it?

Oh my

What can I say

To my amazement

I had forgotten the name

Of my money plant 

I watered her

Sometimes I would forget to, though

Like I would 'forget' to put a fresh candle on my altar

Or provide them with agua fresca

Thank you for staying loyal eggun

I had honestly forgotten her name

Olivia was it?

No

No it isn't Olivia

I scolded my...

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Girlfriend

Madame

You are so succulent

So seductive

Your prescence oozes

Love and spices

You bloom

Wild flower 

Bloom like saphire

Ember glow

From your honey eyes

Mama Bella

To my surprise

You are as divine

On the inside

as the outside facade

That glow ain't powder blush

Your soul is blushing

Sit back

And watch your soul glow

 

 

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A One Night stand with the Royal Knight of Darkness

And then all of a sudden

I found myself 

Consumed by your energy

You had found me 

Non chalantly 

Like it was just another day

Another night

Just like all the rest

But deeply pained 

Alas was I

From all of the other non chalant Knights

You did not feel for life as deeply

As I could have yearned for

For you were me

And I am you, before

But now we are col...

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I dance for the children of the world

I dance for the children of the world

I shake my ass for Mama Gaia

I jirate my hips for Oshun

I caress my breasts for Yemaya

Fertile rivers run and reside within my womb

You raped and tortured my sisters

Harassed and killed my brothers

In order to feed your selfish demons

So why I shake my ass I'll give you many, many reasons

I do it to activate my root chakra

I do it...

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Swilly

So there's this dude

And his name is Swilly

But I rather call him Papi

Saivon is his real name

Unique just like him

Smear is what he calls me

He gave me the name the day I met him

And after that it was a wrap

As time began to progress itself

I found myself caught inside of his charmful trap

His aura is like no other

Kind of like you are hypnotized

Like I'm lost ...

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Bigga

I never understood how

A stranger could care

I was never aware

Of your existence

I wasn't prepared for your

Entrance into my life

All I knew is that you

Have a son and a you have a wife

A big black man at

The age of 24

Randomly popped up at

My Uncle's side door

He had a pretty white smile

And braids that ran out of style

For quite a while

But for some r...

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Sisters of The Fatherless Tribe

Sisters of the fatherless tribe love men oh so very differently 

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Thank You

Eye honestly never knew this day would come

But eye once asked God what should be done

When eye was down and blue

And she answered to me

In the voice of you

You said 

" I can't hurt you anymore, don't be mad"

Eye can't even believe it, it felt so bad

But baby please know that eye understood

You said

"Jill you gotta go ahead and find you a nigga that will treat you goo...

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My Soul

My soul is Love

It is exuberant

It is abundant

Abundantly rich

Abundantly dancing around

In this vessel of mine

As all my ancestors

Rejoice in my name

Ashe! Ashe!

Love is kind

Love is untethered 

Love is in my soul

I am free

I am boundless

Abundance is my birthright

And I call it back home

I claim my power

Rightfully so

Into an infinite being

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My Solar Return

You are the most beautiful 

Reflection of my soul

That I ever did see

Do you know what I mean, Baba Di?

I forgot a long time ago

That such phenomenal things

Express themselves and exist

Throughout, within and without of me

I am blessed beyond

My own awareness

Spirit is always three steps 

Ahead of the mind

I come into the knowing of God

More and more each and...

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Where are you hiding?

Would you like to hear a story

About a child

Who knew the difference between

Love and hate

But it was, at the time, only mild

Oh the sweet atmosphere of love

So divine

So sad, she was ripped of its warmth

By the time she was nine

Confused and obliterated

She copied the demenor

Her mother demonstrated

She would mark the walls with blood

From her fists

And f...

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My Mission

Like I don't feel as bad as I usually do

But I'm still bummed out I can't even explain it

Im sitting here like damn all of this is really true

Im so used to the bullshit I get numbed

With every situation

Sitting here contemplating 

Like damn I still got feelings for him

One of the seven deadliest sins

Adulterer, homewrecker, slut

All this shit got me stuck in a rut

An...

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To My Future Daughter

I just need someone to talk to 

Are you down to listen

Can I stare at you for days

And watch your eyes glisten?

I come from a broken home

No laughter, no love

Children all on their own

As I ache and cry

I reach for my phone

Hoping to hear your voice

But all I get is a busy tone

Being alone is my absolute and worst fear

As I sit in my room 

And fight back each...

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Love Thyself

Some people tend to run from reality by avoiding challenges. They fail to examine themselves and understand who they really are. -Unknown

Why are you running from the very thing God created

When God made you she smiled and rejoiced 

She celebrated the masterpece of her creation

Hold your head up high and keep your dignity

No matter what you're faced with

You are much stronger tha...

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My Mother

Insanity is when you love someone so much, you help them destroy you by trying to save them. -Unknown

 

Eye am insane for my Mother’s love

My Mother’s love

Is the love eye accepted into my heart

As my Mommy carried me, she fed me

Soothed me, protected me

And brought me

Into the physical plane healthy and safe

Thank you Mommy,

You are the first God eye know

My heart...

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Clarity

You are love

You are light

And divinity alike

Below and above

You are love and you are loved

Eye am God

The first King

Mama I thank you

For loving me

For you love the most dark parts

Of my soul

Where I am scared to venture

You already are

Where I haven't yet to go

You already be

So why?, I ask myself

Do I continue to fear thee?

 

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Mental Slavery

No one gives a fuck

I don't give a fuck, you don't give a fuck

She dont give a fuck

So why are you crying?

Why are you sobbing in pain?

SIlently gasping for air that

You just said you don't give a fuck about

Like air is not abundant 

Like you are not abundance!

You don't give a fuck about your damn self

Your damned existence

I WANT TO LEAVE

And just where will y...

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My void

Eye have something inside of me

That’s so undyingly hard to fill

And it’s crazy that something so psychological

Can feel so uncontrollably real

And that ‘What’s wrong?’ line

Sends me to a place of ‘Eye can’t really explain…’

There’s an ample amount of harmful things that eye feel

But yet nobody can be blamed,

or take the claim of this pain

That has been dawned upon me

...

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