Poetry Blog by Leslie stout
Big Sal on Talking me through (Wed, 16 Jan 2019 03:57 pm)
Big Sal on Escape (Mon, 14 Jan 2019 11:59 pm)
on Is it true? (Mon, 14 Jan 2019 08:36 am)
We crashed into each other,
Out of nowhere, & without warning,
6 months later and here we are,
It almost feels like I’m mourning.
Let’s go back to when it started,
Let’s remember the thrill we felt.
Nobody can take that from us,
You’ll always make my heart melt.
Our mind and souls so compatible,
In another world we were meant to be.
So exciting, full of so m...
Tuesday 12th February 2019 5:12 pm
I am a happy person, blessed beyond belief
But lately I’ve been down, your love is like a thief.
I feel like I’ve been robbed of my normal self,
It’s like the old me is hiding, pushed on the back of a dusty shelf.
I’m struggling to find a way to cope with the choices I’ve made,
And to be honest I’m a little afraid.
I tried to take a break from writing, to hide from how I feel,...
Wednesday 6th February 2019 11:20 pm
I look in your eyes and know I will love you forever,
As a friend, I’m aloud..as a partner, never.
A heavy heart and tears, for something we’ll never finish,
Sadly, I kind of just want the feelings to diminish.
Tired of my heart breaking with a smile on my face,
Thinking of memories we made, each and every place.
Seems like no matter where I look, no matter who I see,
My mind ...
Tuesday 22nd January 2019 11:41 pm
Where are you dad when I need you to talk me through,
You use to always tell me exactly what I should do.
I wish I could talk to you and just hear your voice,
But Instead I look for a sign of your presence, I don’t have any other choice.
You always knew exactly what I needed to hear,
Always had the perfect responses to take away my fear.
I’d give anything right now to have you by...
Wednesday 16th January 2019 9:32 am
Listen to whatever type of music sets your soul on fire,
Let your heart bleed onto paper while you write whatever it is you desire.
Don’t hold yourself back for anyone,
And never regret anything you’ve done.
For every bit of you, every single little part,
Ties you all together, like a breathtaking piece of art.
All of the happiness you have felt, along with all the tears,
Wednesday 16th January 2019 4:36 am
I don’t need a quiet spot to write,
In fact I can write just about anywhere.
My heart feels everything so deeply
Off of my mind the feelings just flow like the air.
If the feeling is real, it sticks,
all I need is somewhere safe to put the words down,
A few minutes to release the happiness or tears
Whatever the emotion is, the right words come around.
I’m not one to share w...
Tuesday 15th January 2019 3:58 pm
Emotions so big, like waves of the sea,
Memories crashing down, all of you and me.
Your presence is so peaceful, like the sound of rain,
It’s to bad from you I have to abstain.
The feel of your touch is that described of ecstasy,
When I close my eyes it feels like a fantasy.
The sound of your voice is so calming, like music to my ears,
you make me feel so safe, with you I have...
Tuesday 15th January 2019 4:09 am
Processing your words one by one,
While I hold back all the emotions rushing over me.
Being strong is not easy right now,
But I can’t let anyone else see.
Emotionally exhausted without a doubt,
yet I fake a smile and a laugh anyway.
You’re the only one I can talk to about us,
But I have to deal on my own for now you say.
With a heavy heart and eyes filled with tea...
Tuesday 15th January 2019 1:04 am
Promise me something?
Only tell me you love me if it’s really true,
Regardless of how deep my feelings are for you..
...To him, this she wants to say...
But too scared to know the whole truth
She holds it back and takes it day by day.
She looks into his eyes deeply
And her heart could practically melt
This feeling is like something she has never felt.
Yes, she’s bee...
Monday 14th January 2019 2:48 am
The future, the present, the past
It’s up to you pick the pieces from each that will last
Every place, every person will hold its place
Even though not all will bring you grace
Some you will let go of and some you will keep
You get to decide the feelings they leave and how deep
It’s all up to you, it’s only your choice
This is your life, so use your voice.
Friday 11th January 2019 7:02 pm
Time will help, time will heal,
I continuously hear.
but I’ve dealt with deep shit
And for me, with time comes fear.
Because reality sinks in
and people move on,
but your stuck with the pain
Of whoever being gone.
We all feel things differently
Yes, I need to understand this too,
but through my eyes
time will do nothing but take away you.
time ticks away,
Friday 11th January 2019 8:02 am
A perfect ending,
A dream come true.
Happiness and laughter,
Do it all just for you.
Close your eyes and imagine,
What do you see?
At the end of it all,
What do you want it to be?
Do you settle for ordinary,
Or risk it and take a leap?
Are you truly happy now,
Or feel stuck with history because you’re in so deep?
Think about it strongly
Down to the core,
Friday 11th January 2019 6:09 am
So weak, I’m strong
I never realized it though
Staring in the mirror
Tears rolling down my face like so
Having to put my emotions aside
Despite how sad I feel
Other people are counting on me
So on my knees I kneel.
Begging for the courage
For the strength to hide it all
Until later when I’m alone again
But for now I’ll pull myself up and stand tall
Thursday 10th January 2019 7:34 pm
Music, alcohol, smoke,
Let me drift away.
Just for a while,
Who cares what they say.
Nobody feels the brokenness,
Not the same way I do,
They don’t truly understand,
Honestly, I don’t expect them too.
That’s why I keep it all in,
Until it’s just too much to recall.
Then I pick up a pen and paper,
Spill my emotions and let the tears fall.
Sometimes I drink, sometimes I smoke,
Sit back ...
Wednesday 9th January 2019 11:46 pm
It's been quite some time
Since you've gone away
Yet it's Still so hard to smile
When the memories cross my way
So much has happened without you
In these past four years
Things I wished you were here for
It makes it so hard to hide the tears
They say time heals all wounds
But I'm not sure that it's true
It's been so long already and
My heart still aches for you
Words will never express
Wednesday 9th January 2019 3:54 pm
Silent tears roll down my cheeks,
While everyone else is asleep.
I can feel my broken heart shatter,
As I lay here and weep.
I miss you more than anyone will ever know
And I struggle every day.
Memories are all I’m left with
And I wish it wasn’t this way.
I miss the sleepovers as a little girl,
& the sound of your old car or truck coming down the road every day.
I miss hearing you...
Wednesday 9th January 2019 3:52 pm
Trying to live through your memories
With a smile instead of tears has been tough.
But I’ve decided to see if it’ll help me breathe,
I’ve kept my pain silent long enough.
I’m not sure it’ll lessen the heartache,
And I know I’ll never be done grieving you.
But I want to try and share some of the good times,
Because my kids deserve to know all about you too.
Wednesday 9th January 2019 3:51 pm
As I sit here trying to find the perfect quote
To describe what my children mean to me,
I realize nothing describes my feelings quite enough,
So instead I’ll try to write myself so they can see..
Just how much I love them,
Just how much I care,
That no matter what happens in life,
I’ll always be there.
Everything about you is what gets me through,
The smiles and ...
Wednesday 9th January 2019 3:11 pm
I’m simple but complicated,
I’m extremely happy but also broken inside,
Im self conscious of myself but I also feel confident,
I’m outgoing and lively, yet sometimes want to hide.
I have a million flaws that are undeniable,
But my heart is huge and my love for others is deep.
I’m the quiet type but also try to be the life of the party,
I’m a grounded person but also ...
Wednesday 9th January 2019 3:10 pm
Perfection no doubt,
Vices and all,
I get lost in your eyes,
In love, I couldn’t help but fall.
Timing is not ideal,
So I don’t get to call you mine.
It’s hard for me because
Everything about you is so damn divine.
The feel of your touch,
The sound of your voice,
The taste of your lips,
It’s too bad I couldn’t be your first choice.
You will always have a piece o...
Wednesday 9th January 2019 3:09 pm