Poetry Blog by Charlotte Thomas-Rowe
From being alive to reduced to a few characters,
A whole life condensed into a hashtag.
What is happening isn’t brutality but massacres,
By those who proudly serve the American flag.
Colin Kaepernick took the knee for us,
But George Floyd bear the weight of it.
He suffocated under 400 years of prejudices,
But they’ll never understand.
Thursday 28th May 2020 4:35 pm
Another innocent black soul taken,
Hunted and slaughtered like a pig for bacon.
Many still skeptical of: “why black lives matter?”
As if racial profiling isn't more frequent for those blacker.
Unarmed and running when he met his fate,
Denied the chance of the potential to be great.
A mother without her son because he was ripped from this world,
Ruminating on the good time...
Friday 8th May 2020 12:06 am
I was the ocean and he was the moon,
natures opposites yet love would sprout soon.
As I push against his gravitational pull,
Though on my axis my hearts orbit falls.
Quite often I am his biggest challenge,
But as the ying to his yang he fixes this imbalance.
My spirit soul mate who facilitates my flow,
Through the high and low tides our love for one another ...
Thursday 19th March 2020 11:54 am
My pain screams at the top of its lungs,
Remembering all the: “if you need me(s)” now with silent tongues.
Demons storm in and begin to cloud my heart,
The spell of darkness showers and leave its unsolicited mark.
My mouth stays still as I’m left without words,
Yet my mind fills with suicidal thoughts flooding in herds.
I wonder how it was to live my past life?
Sunday 5th January 2020 12:41 pm
The weight of my sorrows no man can lift,
The size of my heart which is starting to shift.
The heights of anxiety make me manic,
The lengths I would go to cure these panics.
My emotions are at full capacity,
Trying to decipher happiness’ anatomy.
My soul harbours in a forlorn dimension,
Awaiting a celestial beings guided ascension.
Thursday 25th April 2019 10:36 am
Dreams play hide-and-seek,
Thoughts trying to catch my sleep
Caught, but nightmares creep.
* Photo from: https://www.desktopbackground.org/wallpaper/akumu-yume-nikki-by-jcm2-on-deviantart-571911
* 悪夢 / Akumu means nightmare in Japanese
Saturday 17th November 2018 2:07 am
She is fire,
Get close and she will melt your heart,
The light in your darkest hour
But play with her and you'll get burnt.
She is earth,
Her roots rich with self-love and worth,
The natural evolution females seek
But mess with her nature, she'll bring forth her seismic wrath.
She is air,
Free and not confined,
Moves like the wind and her path knows ...
Saturday 10th November 2018 12:51 pm
Are you there?
I pray to you each and every night in despair,
Yet they remain unanswered as if you do not care.
I sink solely in my thoughts,
As heartache floods through my veins.
Suffocating and feeling distraught,
Trapped and stuck in these emotional chains.
My life has come to that of which only you can intervene.
My soul is no longer at peace (and you...
Sunday 16th September 2018 5:31 pm
Thoughts of failure,
Searching for some inner strength.
Spiralling, as emotions start feeling tense.
As her skin grows paler,
Her state of mind fades frailer,
Followed by the random outburst of erratic “unexplainable” behaviour.
She was never lucky enough to find a saviour,
Hope gone so she finally picked up that razor.
She was later found deceased, now happ...
Saturday 12th May 2018 1:28 pm
Her universe was split into a mass of struggles and compressed emotions within an sunken space.
The collisions of depression and anxiety grew stronger forming dark energy made up of misery; it’s high density crushed happiness quicker than the speed of light.
There were once stars in her eyes, shone brighter than any quasars, but it burned away creating the black hole in her b...
Monday 9th April 2018 8:18 pm
My love is a two-edged weapon, wielded by insecurity and sharpened with fear.
Akin to Pandora’s pithos, it remained concealed; destruction would only come of openly sharing it to the outside world.
My heart is shielded, once scarred by mistrust, now a lone vessel playing a broken melody looped:
Just as soldiers march through wet trenches in perf...
Friday 16th February 2018 1:26 pm
You leave me lost for words even when my thoughts aren’t pacing.
I just want you to call me mi amor, grab me, then have my heart racing.
Though often I wonder, is it unrequited love that I am chasing?
But I would risk it all for you — even spend an eternity waiting.
Side note: 愛 means love in Japanese
Sunday 7th January 2018 8:33 pm
I let you all down
I let myself down
Now it’s time to go
Time let my thoughts d
Monday 6th November 2017 9:42 am
To be positive is to be naïve,
I may see the world negative, but it's better than the fake fairy tale you perceive.
I see the raw in the well done,
I see the pain in the fun,
through my pessimistic eyes I even see the wet rain and storm in the sun.
This perspective avoids disappointment.
Viewing the world as troubled and not worth saving is my ointment.
Wednesday 12th July 2017 9:26 pm
The girl who iced her emotions.
Her physical and mental being out of motion.
A coldness within her grew,
induced by solitude and failure.
Sadness flowed through her veins, thus only
As her tears fell like snow, weathered by
Because everything she once cared for let her
down, and people wonder why she carries a
Monday 10th July 2017 8:06 pm
A warmth in her blossomed,
He made her smile from her heart.
She was too scared to tell him,
So she played the friendship part.
An unknown feeling flourished within,
Her guard unfolded and withered.
He stole her affection like a thief at night,
Replaced with emotions she tried to fight.
The attraction stemmed deeper,
She knew he was a keeper.
Sunday 2nd July 2017 5:11 pm