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I wish I could hate you
I ended up opening our texts again
A pain, My heart can’t explain
Im trying to hold back my tears —
I might drown with them, I fear
But I just want to know —
why?
Why me?
If you liked her,
Why bother even speaking to me?
Why did you pretend feelings?
Why insult me?
And how could you leave so abruptly?
I hate you.
But I don’t.
I like you.
But I don’t.
It was something I believ...
Thursday 9th October 2025 5:56 pm
A fool
I am the fool in every fable,
my words cut deep like a knife,
my mind spirals far from stable,
I live an expiring life.
Ire has slowly started unveiling itself.
I am scared this is all it's ever going to be.
I am the biggest enemy to myself.
Perhaps irrational but I wish to be set free.
I slam doors shut whenever I'm overwhelmed,
in hopes that someone would be ...
Saturday 20th September 2025 6:14 pm
Can't cope.
Do you know the feeling of being understood?
Me neither.
Do you know the feeling of being loved?
Me neither.
Do you know the feeling of betrayal?
That I knew, as I feel fresh wounds still scattered across my heart
The thousands of doodles and drawings I had in my sketchbook
Could never compare to my wrist's lines of art
The things you could find hidden in a book
Might ju...
Saturday 6th September 2025 9:16 pm
The Silence Between Spears
(a poem for the hills that remember)
There is a silence the world cannot name—
a silence not born of fear,
but of memory,
and men who have seen too much to speak.
Between the spears,
hung gently on bamboo walls,
something waits.
Not war.
Not peace.
Something older.
The boy in Mon sharpens wood not for battle,
but because his father did.
And his fath...
Tuesday 19th August 2025 10:45 pm
Once Again
not all that glistens is gold
it dawns on me as i feel my stomach fold
this story was written before it began
it will repeat as long as it can
“i know you’ve been hurt”
you mentioned this while hurting me
but did you know i’ve been healed?
i took photos of people i thought i would always know
i laughed at stupid jokes i pretended to hate
i etched voices into my mind tha...
Sunday 20th July 2025 4:58 pm
a corpse among crows (07/15/2025)
we touched the sky
with suffered silos:
feigned gates on which my love might hang
scabbed wreaths creaking in idle winds
peppered, long-feln
to keep the flies off
to keep some facsimile of youth intact
another field-dressed carcass
only good for sausage
by the watershed.
ground is a funny word, isn't it?
rough-hewn earths and
torn up turfs and
a finer...
Tuesday 15th July 2025 10:54 am
I hope it rains in hell
You wear your sins like royal thread,
a crown of thorns upon your head.
Your hands have built, your hands have torn,
they’ve held me close, they’ve left me worn.
The world cries out, it speaks your name,
etched in echoes carved by flame.
Yet in the dark, where no one sees,
you whisper love like dying leaves.
I hope it rains in hell—
not to quench your fire,
...
Monday 5th May 2025 12:59 pm
Kryvyi Rih
Civilians lie, annoyingly dead,
Innocent prey of the enemy’s sport,
While wannabe gods in Washington cry:
‘You losers! We told you. It's all your fault.’
Others in Ukraine, spared till now, await
A shabby, hardly necessary fate,
And wriggle in the web where they are caught.
Friday 7th March 2025 6:04 am
The Staged Betrayal
In a calculated spectacle, Trump and Vance sought to humiliate Zelenskyy before the press, twisting truth into propaganda. Their goal? To paint Ukraine as ungrateful, to justify betrayal, and to sell capitulation as "peace." Behind them loomed Putin, tightening his grip as Trump bent to his demands. This wasn’t diplomacy—it was deception, staged for the American people and the world.
Tru...
Sunday 2nd March 2025 8:29 am
United or Doomed!
This poem reflects the urgent and growing tensions Europe faces—internally divided and externally threatened. With rising dangers from Russia, China, and a shifting American stance, it paints a vivid picture of the consequences of inaction.
Europe, listen—time runs thin, The storm is howling, wars begin. Trump builds walls, his hunger grows, Grabs at lands where cold wind blows. Not jus...Sunday 23rd February 2025 4:39 pm
The Four New MUSKateers
This sonnet critiques the dangerous alliance between powerful tech moguls and a corrupt political figure, symbolised by the "four musketeers" who bow to Trump’s person, influence and might. It explores their sycophantic behaviour, the manipulation of media, and the betrayal of values for profit and power. The poem hopefully paints a chilling portrait of cowardice dressed as strength and the erosio...
Sunday 19th January 2025 4:29 pm

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