mental battle (Remove filter)
Always with you
I am here, connected to you
Hiding in the corner
Growing darker as the light grows stronger
Formed shape, cajoined to you
I follow you in the street or lane
Looming dark in mirrored form, defined
Ever present, twinned by shape
Creeping on the floor or wall, a mirror of your soul
Ever here, your silent brother
Shaped in your darkest desires
My friend, your friend, a soundless mus...
Saturday 4th May 2024 10:43 am
Dry relapse with no high(through the eyes of another)
I'm not a soldier but I'm at war
Clean and sober year number four
Battles with temptation
Past friends and relations
Conflict miscommunication
I get tired of waiting I'm tryna be patient
Testing my patience
What's expected of me isn't me
No point trying to change me you see
That change must only come from me
People are not what they seem
Reality looks dif...
Monday 4th March 2024 12:32 am
I AM WEIRDER THAN YOU
Always the odd one out
Talk to ghosts that's me
Synchronised numbers i see
11.11....1...2...3..
Or all the fives
444
22.22 ...2020 and more
White feathers float to me
The Angel's they guide me
Ancestors walk with me ...besides me
I can see them ..hear them feel them
If you can't.. it mustn't be real then
I look distant to you ..in a daze me
...Saturday 9th July 2022 3:52 pm
OCD.
Tick, Tock.
Look at the clock.
Wait seven seconds.
Look at the clock.
Wait seven seconds.
Look at the clock.
Wait seven seconds.
Look at the
Wait---
Tip, Tap.
Each finger raps the desk.
Once then twice then thrice.
Each finger raps the desk.
Once then twice then thrice.
Each finger raps the desk.
Once then twice then thrice.
Each finger
Once-...
Tuesday 7th January 2020 10:41 am
Can't Escape
You try to escape the demons
But they latch on way too tight,
Their claws digging into my body
And mind, with all their might.
Fighting is exhausting,
It physically and mentally drains.
But still I endure it, hoping
One day I will finally escape the pain.
Tuesday 19th June 2018 10:05 pm
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