"i know how to walk from here to there"
okay, i muse back,
"so walk through fires with me, walk through"
i cant. i never have been able to.
the places that i walk from are the mouths of cavernous houses.
and from them ive only just realised i can leave.
"i will give you wings and a heart and a lust for the finer things"
good, i need an incentive.
"but you must act upon...
Tuesday 15th November 2022 12:43 am
i've seen the smallest, tall creatures be eaten alive from the inside.
a quick glance to the left and under the bed will tell you all you need to know.
the festering, rotten bed frame.
assembled by the very thing that chained me onto it for years.
but when i finally broke my own chords, vocal and the ones restraining,
another creature crawled from under the bed and took my place....
Wednesday 8th June 2022 10:10 pm
The worst decision of my life
How can I choose
So many options
Options which have only been limits
What comes after
Where is the end
A light in the tunnel
A joke in the background
Surrender to nothingness
Dive into empty consciousness
Swim among my dreams
Paddle with all my plans
Everything which has been wasted
Among all my regrets
Monday 30th May 2022 3:15 pm
Chains of Capture
Deepest darkest nightmares
But only if you knew
The lengths that I have taken
To hide away the truth
The scars are slowly fading
But the pain runs deep inside
Some say that I'm outspoken
But they don’t see the things I hide
The questions left unanswered
Constantly running through my head
The ‘what if’s’ again resurfaced
That I’d thought I’d put to bed
My demons is ...
Friday 20th May 2022 7:44 pm
the lonely man at the window
the old man sits by the window
she left him here yesterday
said she would be back soon
he went to bed but could not sleep
has she stayed away on purpose?
next morning he arises again
to sit and wait even if it takes an eternity
he said he would wait
and that he did until his dying day
this morning at daybreak
Friday 6th May 2022 6:29 pm
My audience, my reason?
A steering wheel, my own fault.
It will not hear, neither will I.
Why bother conveying this?
You must know.
Yet you will never hear.
Solace in release.
Distraught in the moment thereafter.
Tuesday 26th April 2022 3:52 pm
It’s hard to say goodbye to someone that you once loved with all your heart!
It’s hard to realize that the time has come to let go and move on.
To move forward and heal your broken heart,
To say goodbye….
Goodbye to all the love that once kept you alive,
Goodbye to the future and dreams you build together; to the life you had.
The pain is so sharp, your heart wants to hold on jus...
Monday 11th April 2022 5:44 pm
glory of the tree,
in the same way a lonely heart
tells us the days of love full
of joy and happiness in the past.
Wednesday 6th April 2022 11:50 am