i escaped by boat over to the island
looked out deep in to the fire
for who knows how long?
i thought out shapes spinning
Peaceful on dangerous earth
i plan to do something difficult
on this machine of conflict
often they pretend just like us
fasinated i watched close the river breathing
and would talk about my problems to relax
but hardly ever mention that i am a w...
Wednesday 30th July 2014 9:38 pm
one handfull and i am gone here
looking into the water to check for messages
baptised by the waterside i nearly fell in
out of my depth
the trees are waving come over here
find something within
too busy watching everything
writing letters from the overgrowth
doing press ups on a fallen tree
just a dream
birds chat mad
butterflies dance clever
and the river flows...
Saturday 19th July 2014 11:44 am
how do i feel ? why do i write ? ,
it got so dark i'd imagine my self scream
felt death so gladly
did'nt mind being late ,
could be dead
what i said , did i mean ?
you could sence some hurt involved
i grew in the dark
wrote in secret
feelings swept thru me
one day we will not be alive
dear death will kill me
i found childhood difficult
it was my fault
Friday 27th June 2014 5:24 pm
in to the foggy dew for a fast one
noted , fer being usual
heading te paradice beside myself
passed walkers of the flags and dinny wana be eye balled
slang talk grimey up north
got a plan to get lost
read along the floor and got let on tee
workers asking me where i am going sounds like i am being told
and funny enough i'm not up for back chat
so i went mad ways blasting ...
Monday 23rd June 2014 10:37 pm
and Plank is singing Tim Evens under the rail bridge
and i wander of never getting home
buildings well built still standing
rabbits on the riverside of Leeds
available to carry bricks and all sorts of things
Willie told stories of sleeping wild
telling me to be weary of what happens in my sleep
me ,knowing i have not told them anything
must o heard me when i was screaming...
Friday 20th June 2014 3:06 pm
up early for a Hutchence type party
locked in the cubboard up to no good
the devil makes work for idle hands inside
all lights off no shadows exposed and
g g gasping for breath
she know's i am in here
i had been wondering sick again with a pen
she had left her mark on me
i stayed inside of the cubboard
sexual ? mixed up ? messed about ?
Wednesday 18th June 2014 3:27 pm
yes babe sing to me in your native language
i want to remember how it felt to have had become lost ,
in the very well named Devils Kitchen section of the mountain
planing a swim in the lake of Sucat's snakes
i had 3 heads - so said the shadow
i found a cave
and cried like a child for a long time
the wind got poetic in the mist
i can feel the maggots in my mind
i knew if i made it off i wo...
Friday 30th May 2014 10:13 pm
we kept reality to ourself's
where the truth hurt more than i would care to admit
so i am here now with me , unexplained
cybor control set up borders like professionals
are dangerous to know so i never get too close
and perform as well as the others
asking for the time is a horrid sign of weakness
she has gone from me so i took a bus to Stranraer
she wanted a river ...
Tuesday 20th May 2014 1:11 pm
Up and over Carn Ingli dreaming of what life is like down in the Gwaun Valley
though your sweet common land where the ticks live
and i had not seen anyone all day ,
just looking for the nearest Holy Well
hours i had walked and hours more i had to go
i could not stop
6pm arrived and the bells rang but still i proceeded to go on
getting myself mentaly ready for spending the nigh...
Monday 19th May 2014 2:32 am
there is no one like me
but everyone else are themself's aswell
putting on a C.V by mistake of course
i am cold and calculated and as per usual
my personal statements tend to turn into pathetic bits of writing
a blotch of words : For Sale
please fucking help me i am saying but do they listen ?
and is being deep ,good ? ,or bad ?
when feeling anxious
you want s...
Tuesday 29th April 2014 11:56 pm
watch the violated become the violators
they say what goes around comes back worse
only God knows of our past
and we doubt he will be telling anyone
and most of us are ready for anything
we love reality waiting to hear official information
and need to be told how we are doing
climbing the ropes biting a hold of the knife
some things i can't leave the house without
Wednesday 9th April 2014 1:20 pm
she caught me off guard and i was shocked
head sick of the dark clouds
polluted in the city
and can be dangerous out around H.G
its nearly lovely here but its not Romiley but not that far from it
not understanding nothing
but once when i lived accross the road from Tameside
i seen a photo in the local paper
of a lad who had been battered badly down by the river in the T...
Friday 4th April 2014 2:30 pm
they are still fields yes
the sky was so bright it was mad
i did'nt enjoy much using bridges but faced the sun more and more
running to the top of the hill to act as lookout
and thank god that you found me because i didnt realise how missing i was
living up to expectations inside of the darkness that is ..
..i want everyone to be o.kay and why should they not be already.
Friday 4th April 2014 2:37 am
want to show off the nothingness i came for
deep isolation takes hold
i split up
another day in life heading further forward
thinking that possitive feelings are the greatest gifts of all
and if i can do much what must happen ?
it's not for the faint of heart or for those who like to look away
i surrender everything anyway
alone with myself in the darkness
Friday 4th April 2014 2:23 am
and learn there
that alchemy involves union between the spirit, self and soul
not turning stone to gold even through that was a fine joke
let us read Thoth together
......and on the 8 th step everything changed
conducting the lucifer experiment in the closed room of a mystery school
thinking things exsist and trying for ages to understand a bit.
" once in a long time forgoten ...
Friday 4th April 2014 1:58 am
think i am on a certain path
that is what i thought
touching stone , feeling stone
the mist is cool
the sun is delighted
the reflection dances
we tell each other stories at the fireside
vibrant packed full of emotion
have a sign in the window saying
STORY TELLERS WELCOME FOREVER
i heard about who built Newgrange before the Pyramids
and walked arou...
Saturday 15th March 2014 12:13 am
in a good pub your money becomes beer tokens
you dont know whats going on
and all you have is time to waist
seperate versions banging
each to their own
i am out looking to at least numb the pain
and at bedtime got ready to visit a plane crash
must be pissed cause and effect sat by myself
singing sad one for the road , one for the floor
one of the loners here and there is...
Sunday 2nd March 2014 8:18 am
Wave One Triumphant
Water Of Life have us giftwraped , soggy , messed up
visiting the sea front as it gets owned , sorted
Find Me Awaiting Judgement
the greatest master of all becons us
violently it hits the coast
walls of waves in coming
get get getting freaky with my soaking bodie
dripping mess in an empty car park unafraid of God and demons
i know already i am going t...
Monday 24th February 2014 11:35 pm
sometimes i get paranoid
but if you love any one of the many Gods
you want all out war do ya ?, and control over others ?
and in work i have a namebadge and get called welsh
until they get corrected
and then i bloom into a pile of shit
English is not my first lanuage
i have never been ladies and gentlemen where ....
( lines deleated at this time due to the writer not want...
Wednesday 19th February 2014 1:48 am
spiders freak me out
the fear turned me evil
but i am frightend
so what am i supposed to do ?
( said in tears )
made me laugh
theres something in my head
but i am keeping it for the death bed
this is something hard to remember
i do not want to
Wednesday 19th February 2014 1:25 am
YOU ! Going into the Didsbury Post Office ,
YES YOU !
Why did'nt i say hello , what are you on ?
i mean we looked at each other twice
it felt alright
I wished for more
she said thanks for letting her past
then gave me a smile on her way out
AND BAM.. ON WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE
Tuesday 18th February 2014 8:22 pm
and what can i say
at this time and place
about him and what he was doing
or the power of the thing he did will last years
and more than he knows have become emotionaly involved
WHERE ARE YOU ?
WHERE DID YOU GO ?
to the men dangling on their buried ropes
did you get frostbite ?
was you snowblind ?
You was the first Limerick man on K2
fuck in hell you knew what you ...
Wednesday 12th February 2014 11:05 pm
you what i go up mountains for this
100 miles per hour winds
'Aving it ,
Flipping trees Falling
puddles the size of fields
filling metal cabins with stones
the moon got hurt
in cycles of 7 years
i was dead at 21 and born again when i was 28
these things that came from the heart
erosion of the mind
i never thought of not being wanted
i watched woodworm at work...
Wednesday 12th February 2014 10:24 pm
Man United beat bottom of the league 2-0 at home and everyone's making a big deal about it
Spider's that have been here for years suddenly become killers
Jim Davidson " From Zero to Hero "
People find out a lot of beef was horse meat really but still buy ready meals
Wednesday 29th January 2014 11:56 pm
is there something i am not telling me ?
pray to Nimrod right about now
and if you was ever lucky enough to live be greatful
i can still remember being 8 at the window
where the sunlight screams and i feel hated
wasp nests are warning signs
and i find it difficult to say what i mean
an ancestors spark inside set to ignite
hide it well
this celebration is p...
Friday 24th January 2014 2:10 am
on the east face of Tryfan and you have never heard of me
keeping 3 points of contact at all times during this
just a bit of mountain fun
damned if i do , damned if i don't
but i will , and alone
at the summit jumping from Adam to Eve
mind the gap or it will take care of you
Darting up Helvellyn in a mad rush
it will be dark soon
think like a warrior and act like your no...
Wednesday 22nd January 2014 9:47 pm
no one is here,its in the back of the day
and wonder who pussed the standing stones over
why would they do that ?
why are humans intent on fucking up places
yes indeed fracking sounds fucking frightening
but i think of 4 things just as worse
i reply to most things with "so this is how im treated ?"
i will tell you what for when we hugged you felt cold
so i alone walked the ...
Tuesday 21st January 2014 1:19 am
No , no , no , NNNNNNNNN Not that bothered yeah ,
do what you want , move on ,
let your friends and family influence your decisions
they don't know me
babe remember when we was together, back then i use to listen to Kool Keith
and imagine us not lasting forever
and the good thing about getting dumped is;
the excitement of meeting someone new
you like me in red underpants an...
Sunday 19th January 2014 2:27 pm
Last year i was so troubled i know change had to happen ,
then realised it'd soon be christmas , so started planning what to buy ,
forgot about my woes for a short time whilst i enjoyed the festive period ,
2 months of nothing to do and then it's the 6 nations
for entertainment folks we've got birthdays and world cups ,
its cut throat out here dog eat dog , see whats on offer ,
Friday 17th January 2014 3:34 am
so long sad sad poet so long
Sad Sad Clown hugging a pillow , swollowing the pill
being so forward , running away with scissors
and someones fashion magazine in love with the wind ,
Hungry as fuck what on earth is hell if not a playground
the ocean i have heard looks great when it breaks things
i am certain i feel something but really inside buildings i am a outsider ,
Wednesday 15th January 2014 11:44 pm
Got sidetracked ....
when i noticed a light flickering on the hillside
seen it dancing down in the valley
made our way towards the place
in a state of hope , joy and amazed
we flooded right for the cottage
realised i was in a field of wild horses
but i don't think like that about things
made a beast of a fire and began lighting candles
Thursday 9th January 2014 7:17 pm
on a spinning object of saints and amnesia ,
should remember when the Gods get bored they generate floods for some fun
love the moment , dramaticly clinging onto a tree
suffering from shock and don't wana sream and shout about it
center of a forest happy new year ,
getting located happy new year
nuff love , eat shamrocks
i legged it from woodhouse park lifestyle center...
Friday 3rd January 2014 2:55 pm
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