I am not a fool for loving you.
I am not a fool for trusting you.
I am not a fool for giving you
everything that I had.
A fool is not what I am
and a fool is who I shall not be.
It is what you've become
in this situation.
You are the fool for not loving me
the way I deserved to be loved.
You are the fool for not being
the man that you needed to be.
You are the fool for letting me g...
Sunday 21st December 2014 12:57 am
Tags: baby,broken,Foolish,givng up,hope,love,man,sad
An eloquent visage placed upon a pedestal of mosaic stones,
Creamy white snow shimmering,
Glistening freshly cut phernomes sit eloquently upon your chest.
"They will die!," you say.
"They will die!," you say.
Erogenous plains outline your temporal landscapes,
An infinite glaze of still-life sunflowers,
Procreating infants breadth,
Hypnotizing Adriatic oils,...
Wednesday 17th December 2014 6:44 pm
Warm nights behind the orange grove,
We found each other between the rows,
And felt the cool ground in our throes,
Lost ourselves—lost our clothes,
Told secrets only moonlight knows,
Basked in silent afterglows,
Then promised never to let go,
Those nights behind the orange grove.
Tuesday 16th December 2014 6:17 am
Cuffed and collar’d – not entirely wedded n’ bound
Retaining strength with freedom recently found
In gallant splendour of posies he dutifully bade
She became his princess, and nonchalant maid
She washed away his tears with sweat of sin
An’ hell coloured hair that whipp’d his skin
Oh scornful mistress! How can you chide and glow?
Because, she smiled, that’s the way troubadour g...
Sunday 14th December 2014 7:10 pm
Tags: Katypoetess,love,love poetry,Shadows of Magdalene
Inspired by Nirvana's song 'heart-shaped box'. The line "I want to eat your cancer" was so strong and powerful, really got me thinking
I want to eat your cancer,
Sip your darkness, your evils,
Drink from your chalice of disease,
Soak up your pain, bathe in it, wash in it...
So that you are dry.
And when you are too dry;
Powdery, breaking, crumbling,
Ill offer you a dri...
Saturday 13th December 2014 5:15 pm
Tags: care,destruction,love,nirvana,pain,relationship,sacrifice,take a bullet,ultimate
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He is somewhere beneath the ground now,
Somewhere beneath my feet
Alone, cold, stiff, lifeless, dead
Caked in dirt, encrusted by mud,
cushioned by maggots, no thoughts in his head
And he will not think again, he will not talk again
Or open his eyes or see again
I will not see him
See his face animate,
his lips break into a smile or his fac...
Saturday 13th December 2014 4:50 pm
Tags: boy,broken heart,death,frozen,holding on,letting go,loss,love,mourn,return,young
I still cant find you, looking around and you're not here.
You're lost in this word, and Im here on my knees.
But until that time, I'll sit and wait, and hope tomorrow brings a brand new day.
And maybe then, I'll get the chance, to look around and hold your hand.
To see your face, to make you glad....
Wednesday 19th November 2014 6:03 pm
Remember last night's tea
when you brought your girlfriend,
and you brought your friend?
And the dog was excited
because he loves it when you are all here
because I am so happy
and I'm like- superwomb?
And I got food delivered
and you were all relieved
because it can be touch and go
with my cooking
and there was loads to go around
and Dad didn't ...
Wednesday 19th November 2014 3:44 pm
Tags: care,family,flawed,fleeting moments,love,only human,take-away
Can make me a puppet.
You can make me dance
And cum literally at the tip of your finger
You make my entire body move with your finger
(and your eyes)
You can make me feel my matter condensing to a single point at the tip of your finger,
I imagine it is glowing.
And sometimes when you’re making love to me
(I’m sorry, I know you hate that phra...
Tuesday 18th November 2014 7:43 am
Tags: fire flesh love passion obsession,lesbian,love,sex,sexual awakening
Locked behind Xanax bars; trapped between the ocean and stars
To rot away the life I have been given; to choose a life of opposition
For Unless one happened to stumble upon a key; I couldn't be, I know not what she
believes, only that through the drugs she sees
Through storms we sailed, across the ocean without fail, with glowing eyes that impale she is sure to turn heaven from hell
Tortured in ...
Friday 14th November 2014 1:19 am
I knew from the very first moment -
what I knew, I didn't really know in the moment
but a part of me just knew
and I knew he knew too.
Every part of my broken heart and aching body
seemed to scream it;
the words breaking through my skin -
dying to be heard.
But I was so afraid and he was so damaged
No one could know.
No one ever knew.
Not even him;
and now it...
Sunday 9th November 2014 7:28 pm
Once i heard tell of a road in the west
one that runs for many miles.
its full of twists,
Of sadness and of smiles.
a road that will challenge you,
that will kill you if you falter.
a road of love and loss,
and of branches that always alter.
this road is unending tranquility,
this road is unyelding strife.
in the west it has a name.
this road its name is li...
Sunday 9th November 2014 11:36 am
If you were the goddess reigning over us all
I would desperately, pathetically, devotedly
Drink the air you pumped into our atmosphere
I would dive in streams and love the trees
In an attempt to taste your essence.
In a thousand years I would wage wars in your name
Irrationally and unproductively
Because that’s not what you would ask
And it would not elevate me in your eyes...
Thursday 6th November 2014 5:31 am
Tags: love,Love with ugly in it
Better than love
Can be only love
Which you haven’t experienced yet.
Wednesday 5th November 2014 11:30 pm
Befriending hundred girls smart
Doesn't afford half the delight
As catching your sight!
Sunday 2nd November 2014 9:23 am
Tags: Love,sight love
Give you a thousand roses and a thousand violins
A thousand manned choir to sing you a thousand hymns
Light up a thousand stars in the image of your face
Give me a thousand wishes and I'd wish most of the same
Nine hundred ninety-nine wishes, I'd wish for one more day
To spend with you, then change my wish when my last wish came
On the thousandth wish, I'd wish for a thousand more
Thursday 30th October 2014 2:41 am
Tags: love,love poems,romance,romantic
Love isn’t some little thing that goes ding!
It isn’t a song that you can sing.
It’s not something that might happen in a flash,
It doesn’t happen while driving and cause you to crash.
Love isn’t something tangible, something you can see,
It's pretty much invisible, to both you and to me.
It’s something that will join us and hold us together,
It’s a feeling that will...
Tuesday 28th October 2014 4:10 am
I've seen it in movies. I've seen it in life. I see it all the time. I've seen all the ups and downs that comes with it. I've seen the way how it can make someone so sad or happy in a split of a second. I've seen the colors of it; bright and dark. I've seen it, dreamed it, and thought of it, but never felt it.......................... I am a loveless lost soul just waiting to be loved.
Friday 24th October 2014 10:20 pm
Tags: love,never felt it
There once was a man that said
he"d loved all his children no matter what.
And if that's so and if we choose to believe it
then why can't we accept they way others love
if he can?
Because quite frankly
everyone deserve to be loved.
And when being loved or loving one
it shouldn't matter about the fact
that a guy likes another guy
or the fact that a women
likes another women
Friday 24th October 2014 10:12 pm
Tags: god,god loves all,human,love,love is love,respect,stop the bullying
Abstract anxiety eats at razor thinned shins,
Anguish engulfs lost and last,
Previous pretenses portray pessimistic pain,
Friday 24th October 2014 5:09 pm
Flicked flickering sand slices slashes
Pain and anguish portrude pen to paper
Releasing resting relief from crooked corner
Creation creates creativity
Crusty cankers and cracked crevices
Friday 24th October 2014 5:08 pm
Metamorphosis mends mistaken misfortunes
Traumatic tyranny transitions into timid tranquility
Backwards Glances shattered broken ballice
Forward movements free flowing fallacies
Friday 24th October 2014 5:07 pm
Insignificant Insignificance eats at inner ear
Shards of sharp shrapnel strip shreeking skin
Unforseen, unseen, unforgiving,
Protruding, penetrating, pessimmistic
Closed minds opens eyes visions.
Escaping winds sweep, swept
Past's present forgets future's flames
Burning chips, flake, flick, flicker
Crackling crass crackled cracked cracker
Friday 24th October 2014 5:06 pm
A last life's last breadth leaks
little by little
A last life's moments mimic movement
passing past present and perish
Friday 24th October 2014 5:05 pm
Walking through lost lucid sense of direction
Feelings seem sporadically stagnant at times
Wishing and hopeful, line of less looseness
Mucky muddle misses points momentarily
Researching rational reasons for ridiculousness
Searching for some sort of sense of serenity
Serenity sets sometimes but for some reasons so unclear
Insanity insists but sanity seems so insane durin...
Friday 24th October 2014 5:04 pm
You said that I deserved better,
so you told me that it was over.
But I don't deserve better;
I deserve you and only you.
You're the only one for me
and I need you to see that.
I want you to need me
like the way I need you.
I need you so much more
than what you think.
I want you to need me
like the air you breathe.
I want you to need me
like the flowers need water.
I want you to need...
Friday 24th October 2014 4:38 am
Tags: i need you,love,need me,the one
I am torn between what I want and what I need. The sensible part of me urges me to let you go. But the other part of me begs me to let you stay. A constant conflict inside me, trying to break free. The hardest part is not knowing. I’m heartless and loveless but you bring me to my knees. I’m weak in your embrace and you conquer me. I’ve spent much time building up the walls around my heart. With on...
Wednesday 22nd October 2014 8:06 pm
She was a painter and he was a performer. Both artists molded with talent but divided by passion. Nonetheless they connected emotionally and spiritually. Her canvas illustrated bright myriads of color and abstract scenes of memories and mental photographs. He sang with an emptiness of blues and love ballads intertwined with lost hopes and faded dreams. Empty acrylic paint tubes and coffee stained ...
Wednesday 22nd October 2014 8:02 pm
A feeling unknown surrounds my aching bones,
A feeling felt before but on a totally different course,
A good, bad, happy, sad, feeling of confusion,
An autopsy needed to look at my heart before these feelings stop,
All this makes no since and writing it out in inconvenient,
As I try to separate words from feeling I end up lost,
There are no words to ...
Wednesday 22nd October 2014 7:06 pm
I'd always sat alone.
And always thought to myself.
I'd never said a word.
And I'd never been outspoken
until you came and until we became as one.
Because with you, I am happy.
With you, nothing else matters.
With you, I feel accepted.
With you, I feel a part of something
and with you, I am myself
Not no one else.
But, without you,
I am everything but happy.
Without you, somehow that ...
Wednesday 22nd October 2014 3:01 am
Tags: better with you,love
My poor dear brother,
I don't know you
and you don't know me.
Your name is Robert.
My name is Crystal.
You were born on march 4th,
and I was born on March 14th.
You are three years older,
and i am three years younger.
But, my poor dear brother,
Although we don't know much
bout each other, I somehow still feel close to you
and I know that someday we'll meet again.
Wednesday 22nd October 2014 2:51 am
Tags: brother,close to you,hope,love,meet again,sister,someday,unknown
L is for limitless.
For our limitless love
that will continue to grow.
O is for only you.
For you're the only one
I adore to see.
V is for voice.
For your voice that speaks
of an angel.
E is for extraordinary.
For our extraordinary love
for another, that is so rare.
Wednesday 22nd October 2014 2:48 am
You took my heart
and held it your arms.
You took my heart
and guard it with your soul.
You took my heart
and filled it with love.
You took my heart
and showed me how to love,
and how it feels to be loved,
but just like that
you tore my heart into pieces.
You took my once empty heart
and filled it love.
Then in a blink of an eye
you destroyed it.
Making my heart
an empty place agai...
Wednesday 22nd October 2014 2:47 am
Tags: broke,destroy,filled with love,love,pieces,sad
If I asked you if you loved me
would you mean every word you spoke.
If I asked you if you thought of me
- your distant child-
would I find that special moment
when you thought of me so dearly.
But if you ask me if I loved you
there wouldn't be any words
that could express my feelings
I have towards you, just silence in reply.
And if you asked me if I thought of you,
you would see tears ...
Wednesday 22nd October 2014 2:26 am
Tags: daughter,distant child,love,meanignless,mother,sad
Wishing humble resolution, reversed on both ends of a lucid looking glass. Hoping hopelessness, Remembering remnants, miniscule moments. What could have been different my innocents, pieces, parts, carbon copies of the softened edges of my sanctified soul. Forever asking for your eternal forgiveness. Unable to forget the forgetable fear, between your eyes.... And mine. The moment, minute, of ...
Sunday 19th October 2014 3:37 pm
Tags: abstract,agony,children,forgiveness,free write,kids,love,pain,sorrow,true
I awoke with the lingering vibrations of un-human dreams.
You were the first and only thing I thought of
I know that's special, because after diving into the depth of my spirituality
I don't think of anything human.
As if my brain is hazed
Preserving itself for the great
...but there you are
If I could force this onto you
Breathe this satisfying and l...
Thursday 9th October 2014 4:40 am
Tags: love,subconcious thought,thinking
I stare at your back, as if a portrait
Wednesday 8th October 2014 6:54 pm
To love music is to know how it feels to love another,
The same swell of your heart, the same touch upon your soul,
That magical, almost painful feeling of being about to burst!
Music gets me giddy and high, like daisy-strewn hippies in the grass,
And helps me see beyond the walls of my own life, to the rainbows of the cosmos
It feeds my hunger and quenches my aching thirst.
Tuesday 7th October 2014 3:25 pm
I grip the blade,
I can't cut,
I handle the rope,
Unable to tie the knot.
I had a bottle of pills;
Poured them down the drain,
I lost the suns warmth,;
Waited in the rain.
A thought of your essence,
I swiftly hold back,
Every weappn of mine,
As the force slowly lacks.
Letting my sadness roam,
But not a thought roamed,
'Cause you're fighting,...
Sunday 5th October 2014 6:19 pm
Tags: fighting,friendship,Love,self harm,staying strong
Leader of his own pack,
A high slope, only to his lonesome self,
Lost connection toward the skys tired eyes,
Ears tucked in deepening sulk.
He'd given up on prey's prayful ease,
Wrapped in dolefuls constructed salute,
As if every pelt surrounded him in scorn,
Soon forgotten travail, a yelp inflicted his oiled mood.
Cascading into his perception, he had seen a limb...
Sunday 5th October 2014 5:59 pm
Tags: animals,Being alone,love,outcast,sorrow,suicide
Frozen sighs shadow thick,
Fire heaving through the giants teeth,
Her silk dress gliding gently, serene,
Eyes beating like drums on Winter Eve.
He quells her silent tears,
Caressing her sea of particles,
Eliminating the smudges wept across her jaw,
For her eyes spilled a thousand written articles.
"Beauty, beauty is within and without,"
He articulates, palm leveling her ...
Sunday 5th October 2014 1:26 am
(‘Ask me why and I’ll spit in your eye’ - The Smiths)
Pinch the rogue flesh slipping from my jeans,
Dig each thumb and forefinger into my hand,
Scratch me with that caress and turn when I blush,
Let the fire wash over my face whilst pretending not to realise.
Leave me be even though our legs are intertwined,
Please leave me be even though our mouths talk and share,
Leave me be even thou...
Saturday 4th October 2014 6:20 pm
Then you are quiet
You make peace
And you live again
You inhale so many lifetimes,
Your home is the universe,
Your time is eternity.
Words you speak are never silent,
Deeds of yours are never unseen,
Steps you take never fade,
Emotions you share always felt.
We often ask the questi...
Wednesday 1st October 2014 11:49 pm
The leaves fall
Tumbling to the ground
Each branch of the tree
Getting bare and brittle
Some leaves fall straight down
Some leaves get carried by the wind
I sit and watch
Each leaf on an adventure
Some gone from view
Each one leaving a memory
On the big tree
That is now nude
My heart was once pure
And covered in a ge...
Monday 29th September 2014 4:49 pm
You have my whole heart
Will till the day that I die
And forever more
Tuesday 23rd September 2014 10:24 pm
As the nineteenth autumn has come upon me,
It’s a whole new world I see.
Treacherous creatures, so often, hush and hide,
And it seemeth to me, a change in tide.
The poetry of soothing sensation has gone,
The glimmering golden glow of the sun is now none.
Some say,’ The Head is battling with the Heart’.
Well ! All Logic has been torn apart.
As I gaze into the vast emptiness
Thursday 18th September 2014 11:04 am
I long to return,
To the land of Ever-was,
So that I can learn,
Why it was we never were.
And if I discern,
What it was you wanted then,
Then I will return,
To when-we’re-not again.
Thursday 18th September 2014 9:02 am
Your touch still lingers on my skin like the warm yet cold breeze of the wind,
Your kiss heavy leaves an imprint on my lips like the moist rain that steadily drips,
Your laugh still gives me the bees in my gut like hiding from the storm in that little hut,
Your body close to mine in a gentle embrace like the love surrounding our little space,
Your voice calming an...
Wednesday 17th September 2014 5:27 pm
Monday 15th September 2014 4:33 pm
Or watched her go about her day,
In a pleasant kind of way,
And realize that you are happy too,
Just because she laughs with you.
And know that if she were to ask,
You would accept her any task,
And do it with unblinking speed,
If only it was you she’d need.
Have you ever known such despair?
To always have an angel there,
Who gives meaning to each passing d...
Monday 15th September 2014 8:07 am
Tags: angel,despair,love,sweet sorrow
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