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 trailing in my wake

 like unwanted creatures

 searching for a home

 they have sought me out

 once more


 and each time

 arising more darkly reincarnated

 seeking to tear to pieces

 all I have fought to be


 continually attacking

 the phoenix of hope within

 trying so hard to rise


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gushing,hastily ascending

gains full glittering height

greets heaven,then

like clenching fists,

thumps into the first basin.

from thence on as foam,briefly lingers

before falling again,slower,more raggedly

into lower receptacles.


how alike to human thoughts,this process

they,blandly arising,seeking the bright rewards

of agreed negotiations with wit...

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Mrs. Nofear


she does,nt

and never did fold.

she faces truth with truth.

I can easily believe

she never once let pain cross her face

despite many a battle raging inside.

always stood defending the ramparts of home was she

no doubt alone there many times.

thank heaven she and victory knew well of each other.

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after switch on

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the night

veils as usual.

yet its cloaking intrusion

cannot penetrate

where little clouds of neon

squat under each streetlight

like chinese lanterns.

allowing flittering insects

to enjoy their own synthetic suns

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upon discovering paradise

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as I stand in the everywhere

of your magnificence

arms outstretched,praising heaven

the world spins around me

clouds descend

and lay themselves beneath my feet.

soft blown are the petals filling the air

as angels smile down from gleaming houses

guilding moreso, the sunrays with beautiful idyllic refrains,

hallowed sounds,blessed orchestrations

drifting e...

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when I first touched upon your heart

little did I realise

I had found an oasis

of innocence.

a place of unconditional love,

bearing all I needed

to fill my soul with a living dream



Patricia Wilde.

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rewind and delete

if he could,

the brawling and bawling

caveman noises

his history rang to.

the clatter of his stupid

stupified feet

staggering down one too many Loser Streets.

there is no more comfortable role

he can slip into.

no Mr.Fuckingperfect costume to wear.

no choclate box cottage of ecstatic happiness

to stand at the rose surrounded door...

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dazzled or dulled

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from the summer sphere

spearing through tree,s

goldenly pooling the ground.

bringing more than is enough

to please grateful eyes.

but nothing

to those preferring to dwell

in the darkness

of ingratitude 

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hard,easy target

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they besiege him mostly

because he can,t retaliate.

but god help the gutless wonders

if he could!


the helplessness inflicted upon him

by worthier enemies

now leaves him wide open

to a daily reign of abuse



nothing like the reign

he and his eighth army comrades

battled against in North Africa.


when these present day fuckh...

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of an ending

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close exchange of sighs,


haunted by abandonment

intoxicated with sadness.

a song of the heart broken into

innumerable irreparable pieces of lamentation

a dirge indeed to a precious conspiracy

now returned

without the hope of redemption

to the most beautiful of dust.





Patricia ...

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high jinx?

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had I been better camouflaged

and less noisier

then the Kestrel would have had no cause

to relocate his beauty

and ethereally stalk further down the valley


while in my slow stumbling pursuit to further my adorations

I wonder...

is he, the aerobatic artiste,the drummer of air

not actually hunting,but

taunting my clumsiness?  

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all for one-and one for none

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finding places

where white collar criminals

get white-washed is easy,

there are signs saying

'bankers and politicians are now and forever welcome here'


while debt and despair pours through the roofs of lesser mortals

the very nice man at number ten, sits at his desk

frantically writing.

the floor is strewn with crumpled papers bearing crumpled promises.


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tilting and rolling.

like sea-going spiders

having long spun their sunken webs

the trawlers are about to haul in

their silvery prizes

from beneath the high folding sea


and in the salty dark air

rigging lights dance above the tumult

mirroring themselves on the face of the swell


with piratical bullishness

he bellows commands above the...

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pitying of a lost soul

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he lives quite close too close for comfort in fact, and has determined that most people are less than he, most people it turns out that he has never even met! sadly for him in his flailing and thrashing accusations he too readily overlooks real worth I and others have learned to accept his droning criticisms as parts of everyday noises,like road drills o...

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a warning to death

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age, epicentre of all denials. the final momentum of your destruction infuses her and depletes the sheltering power of my arms. caused by your ultimate inflictions I shall be an eternal raging voice in your enigmatic gloom

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Evie looking back

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after Christmas

there is always the dull

lingering aftermath of January,

albeit the beginning of the next countdown

to what the manufacturers

of fluffy,battery consuming

magically moulded plastic must haves

would come up with.

Mum had always softly advised me

never to expect too much.

so the thought of owning a rocking horse

was going to continue elu...

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on the way upstairs

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 in Gods green room

someone coughed.

cough turned into a splutter.

splutter turned into a laugh

in which they all

were unable to do anything else

but join in.

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I conceived you

over many many years.


without form

you slowly arose,beautifully unfolding


growing into

the guardian spirit of my heart


together we have arrived.



we are



(by Patricia Wilde)

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they told me

'he,s gone'

even in and despising

the cold light

of this day

I would have thought

his goodness alone

would have seen him through.

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away from it

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dew glazed

moorlands high.


vagrant winds arising

flinging themselves against our faces.


we,battling for breath

knee deep in the blown dissarray of grasses


though others roam here

none could  have a greater love of this wild temple.


on we strode with renewed expectancies

leaving silent grace to wholey reclaim the presence of bea...

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now of mind through time aligned to accept and respect the parallel of death


its breath carrying and emptying our echoes into an infinite space beyond the comprehension of  star and myth 

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white stick

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movements of others

are unknown

occasionally unsympathetic


some times

he has to,using his honed skills,

negotiate a way through unaware,unapologetic crowds

by 'sensing'

but has no need to apologise for his affliction.


more than a match

for eagles eyes,his hearing

has to supercede his loss


the unseeing eyes

forever open


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in the rivers breath.....

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  eeriness abounds, slumbers on the banks in the slow dance of shallowing mists. weaving greyly through reed and low bowed willow ghostly billowing palls,shrouding phantoms shape shifting on the  water,s morbid face.   here I am afraid. feeling the dark,gluttonously feeding on my fear carrying my mind into the interior of a living nightma...

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love flows from you

like a river of truth

cascading over and through me

pouring into and

soothing my tremulous heart

with purest deliverance.


my soul wantonly drowns

in the unambiguous reward

of you.

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wild one

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ploughing fingers through unkempt hair then two fingering a quiff down to eye level.   the mirror has to agree with how I feel,not just how I look,and that is  all American.leather and sneering lip.thats  boy.delivering thunder into one horse towns Harley style. a dick loving chick eyes me up outside the diner.she,s sorry she did an hour later .the...

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from a distance accompanied by the loss of control unashamedly  compelled, I watch her undress in fragments of lamplight


silence,soft eddying breezes fill the space of night separating us.


privileged are my eyes to behold such beauty that I know will crown waiting slumber.   too soon the vision of her and lamplit h...

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come absolution

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white only white. how long I have waited for it to surround me


with its purity,cleanliness to encapsulate all about and of me in a constant unblemished newness


to stay eternally in the beginning of innocence without end



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on a giants shoulders

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my old,

and I do mean-old- 'feller

thats how I saw him 

scrawny as he was

had more of a will to work

than any bullish youth

in the same trench


waving enormous shovelfuls of clay

above his head

and over the side of the 'cut

the old guy hardly broke into a sweat


each day

the same shit clinging job

the same ten mile walk to the sit...

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answering all of my prayers

she pours the religion

of herself

into all of my defences.

equips me

with the armour of her loves blessing.


her song is my sword

her heart, my shield


she is every barrier shining forever

in the face of all adversities.

should absence upon her

be imposed to last,

she will be here with me

in all that h...

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seeking modesty

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tells me

from the so called

places of knowledge visited

he has collected words

of self importance

that he needs

to help build pompous declarations

of himself.


he is unaware,or probably would,nt care to know


that I too have travelled

without moving

into places of people

like him

but not seeing anything

of worthiness



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stoopid dreams!

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we vacate-

the warmth and I,

the cosy middle

between mattress and douvet

shivering into a crumpled heap of clothes

and unwelcomingly cold shoes.


after the obligatory bathroom visit

my stomach suggests

I fill the air with toasting, bacon frying and coffee aromas.


the used cutlery and dishes

give me the usual 'you won,t leave us till later-wi...

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A day

you saw

dark hearts


in an endless ocean

of love. 

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our new romance waiting in newborn and gentle laughter. later, and moreso  in a forged closeness.   came the brushing of your strong young hand against my hair. subtle caresses,  the heat of our bodies even when apart.   the looking into each others eyes. never really seeing eyes, but a dream offering itself forever. 

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when God cried

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with hardly the time to close our eyes hoping the world will turn.


we only have time to redeem what little,others cannot save


fatality awaits,we are star-marked for death it waits but cannot tear down the sorry song of our hearts. a song the unpitying can never destroy.   we shall welcome you one day with a gift of pity ...

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she is only what is left over from time having pulled her in all directions


it comes down to nothing other than mockery flesh fallen to strife


smouldering in hopelessness


in her blank stare eyes reflect nothing but neglection and haunt the dulled past.

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might the storm break

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taken each time

by the thought and

trying so hard to mentally prepare

for the loss of you

I practice a tearful act on my knee,s

to the words of 'oh my God-shes gone!


the act however

will demand of me the deepest belief

in the truth of such a disaster,or

is sorrow to bring about the reality

of a much heavier burden,

outwitting so great a...

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 when disturbed  there is a sudden eruption  of wings  fragmentation of black and white


speedily elevating like blast caught stringless kites retreating upwards


settling on thermal assistances or screamingly wheeling away in a cacophony of cackling   beadily eyeing all below for edible spillage or unguarded f...

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we two now level eyed

our hearts finally synchronised

seeing the same picture.

his mellowing has freed me

gone are the old commands

he takes charge of nothing anymore-

we do.

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birth of vino

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   dark grape clung    the coiled vines    trellised wonder from the ground    blessed by light by rain and earths alliance    perfections of sweetness round      shows once more the vintagers crop    a legacy secured by historys taste                                              little spheres of...

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descends the flowing warmth of orb pleasuring complete all whims there! see the lark wing-hem the air of such golden august songs she sings


more high atop than highest mount where the voice of man is none the sky,a sea                         clouds,vapourous ships might angels sail upon


so begone awhile,enclosing night! ...

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letter to an umarked grave

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gypsy Kathleen. my Kathleen, once.


my memory kept Kathleen now. thats the least my heart can do, retain.


with such vigour she almost lives again.


with greater retention does death keep her embosomed does earth dutifully accept her decay,


my tears and buried words to remember love only sl...

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from out of a wall

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  the transparent   occasionally returning   baffle me   with their language   of woooooooooooo,s   and waillllllings.     to show them   how unafraid I am   I dance in a macabre fashion   dressed in a bedsheet.     unfortunately   on one occasion   I got me foot stuck   in a pisspot.     how they...

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in from school

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     belovedly impudent.    Robin-like.


 your cheekily chattered story,  your beautiful excitement  centred every attention,  stilled time  sent the world away!    how preciously soft,memory  oft brushes the heart  and lovingly paints again  those infant tresses,  coils of bouncing gold  apple red cheeks glittering ...

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      you thought    make up hides    your story told face    you thought    pearls of wisdom always dropped    from your unwise mouth    you thought ships    passing in the night    came to worship at your crumbled altar forever    you thought your frail voiced singing fell    on your own ears,    in songbird fashion ...

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Rocking off

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  apparitions of my youth.


  faces in closed days   behind forbidden doors   repeatedly regrouping   caustically steal in   reworking their mockeries   of dead dreams.     targetting my new bad days   taunting, teasing.   again they kill the child of joy,   the boy trying so hard   to lead once more the dance ...

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   one giant step...  etc.  signature of achievement  or condolence?    should lunar inhabitance come about  will she too suffer like the earth.    since man has continually failed  in the more important conquest


 of himself

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descent of Heaven

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   sly eyed  she purrs,


 am I alright?  she asks  in a sliding sultry tone of voice.  I change instantly.  just about enabling myself  to say-yes-  suppressing the need to gasp.    I change back again inside,  replacing the horns and tail  feeding my eyes on her form  stripping her down to the bone.    the d...

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fuck the blinkered!

    while dying third worlders   are shown hungering towards finality   seminally interrupting   'come dine with me'   while killers laugh their bollocks off   at justice,   while torturers bask in screams    while politicians load the guns   while jesus extends his break in heaven   while all the fans are shit-hit   while everyone...

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Bible of self

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    shadows they sit in   are not of Sinai.   there is no second coming   of Moses.   do his deliverances   now seem futile,   having hurled down commandments   like pearls before swine?     oh sure   the good words were swallowed   but then exited   and recycled in Hell!   Satan secures another niche.     so it...

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    Love I give     rests in your eyes.     I feel your heart     conversing with mine     in a language beyond beauty     in a vocabulary beyond words              

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