you are all shapes
of thoughts I have
like differences in boxes.
one would have to be huge
for it to contain 'all you are to me'
another filled with'needing you'
wrapped in truth.
a heart shaped one
its contents obvious.
the most important of all
made of solid gold
Monday 31st January 2011 10:05 pm
where her soul lies
is it somewhere peaceful?
perhaps as peaceful
as she looks
clasping rosary beads
we are together albeit
in different silences.
mine filled with praying,
that we will speak again
in another room
where her pallid face
cannot be insulted
by cigarette smoke and chatter of quick f...
Monday 31st January 2011 9:14 am
by a pure white cloud-
by a dense black cloud-
still unable to blot out his memory.
Sunday 30th January 2011 4:25 pm
mesh the air
above his head
above a mountain
of contentiously scarred
mating worthy muscle.
Lord of the rut-
to future enemies.
Friday 28th January 2011 8:48 am
Fur and Feather
watching each other watching
old cats-wishing for wings
Thursday 27th January 2011 7:52 pm
kids look up
to shifty idols
that they can,t see
'wasting' their futures.
Wednesday 26th January 2011 8:00 pm
having accompanied our limited rituals
steels itself in the wings of night.
Unstoppably to roll in bristling
with new bird flocked sun repetitiously fastened
telling us of space refreshed.
Baiting the inclusion of time
with birth beyond death promises.
Taming-untaming at will the colour of clouds
tangling-untangling at will the ai...
Wednesday 26th January 2011 7:55 pm
Night weighs heavily
stars try to overcome the harbour lights
a ships horn mourns through the fog
against the barks of midnights last dog.
Wednesday 26th January 2011 4:58 pm
set to lurch.
to the crimson cloak,
harbouring the blade
that harbours senseless cruel death.
Tuesday 25th January 2011 10:49 pm
unsettling the night,
dressed in the grimness of hell.
startling the moon
even the rivers shrouding blackness
shadow plated sky shudders
hiding,averting heavens eyes
from the soul seekers
evilness of form,
scattering the guardianship of angels
Tuesday 25th January 2011 5:56 pm
Tuesday 25th January 2011 5:50 pm
unexpectedly as always.
She never fails
to penetrate my defences.
Time and again
gets through attempting to reclaim the beloved beauty she once was.
The amazing animal she was
the beautiful creature I have loved to death.
Its ghost shall endure eternal imprisonment
stay a prisoner of my heart.
Until she becomes ...
Tuesday 25th January 2011 12:08 pm
your hearts murmurs
my once sweet repose
love seemed assured
with sorrow lies
pooled with tears
lost angels cry
this hallowed place
a tender keep
wounded souls are loved
by the arms of sleep
Monday 24th January 2011 11:35 pm
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Monday 24th January 2011 8:52 pm
why does she put me
on an equal footing with the crowd?
her love may be balanced
but it unbalances me
it is burdening
It is becoming a love I hate
but is it right for me to be without it?
I,m like Charles Atlas,
loving the weight I carry
Sunday 23rd January 2011 3:06 pm
carrying my love
nightly slow slides
Its long hand
ignoring the sixty four year old shadow
but caressing me here
and hopefully in
unascertained somewhere else.
Sunday 23rd January 2011 2:31 pm
A left behind skeletal witness to Springs power-
the coming Victor.
Saturday 22nd January 2011 7:45 pm
you want my words to resemble a rose?
you want my heart to resemble Christ
enduring twelve stations?
oh faithless lover
little do you know.
for your love I would gladly
transfigure my Soul.
Saturday 22nd January 2011 7:42 pm
Look at me!
look at me!
I want you to
while you dwell in my pity
while you dwell in non existent youthful immortality
but think on this....
I,m only keeping
you fucking betcha!
Saturday 22nd January 2011 6:32 pm
An unnumbered show of the sun
agrees with somebody elses watched clock
the escaping clock continues to waste.
shrugging my bloody bloodless life away-
oh to be him in that passing luxurious car!
instead of being swarmed by shit memories-
my dead Aladdins cave of laughable nothingness
except stimulated laughs
except my kid days
of being the rag arsed eva...
Saturday 22nd January 2011 6:05 pm
Friday 21st January 2011 4:43 pm
Friday 21st January 2011 4:18 pm
he sugars his remaining days with hope and kept desire
his youth unspent inexhaustibly wrapped around the inner being,
resisting shadows of sinless halls, immortal vales.
Friday 21st January 2011 4:04 pm
always on the move
always in the wrong bloody direction!
Friday 21st January 2011 12:40 am
thats why you will never catch me out with ...love
Friday 21st January 2011 12:38 am
illogical sunbursts surreally mishape unreal hordes call to me momentarily then die in a single flame night slips away from wanting repelled by clouds of despairing light I have no weapons of surprise to deter them- the dream is broken.
Thursday 20th January 2011 7:38 pm
Thursday 20th January 2011 7:13 pm
My mind is full of opening and closing windows
enticing words and meanings to fly in or escape
I,m part of a story that can never end
Thursday 20th January 2011 7:28 am
Places of worship
in the cathedral of air
in meanings of water
Moves me to my brighter self seeing
the golden attender,s
clean light of spacious time
This kingdom thrilled
by the story of flowers
where all beauty cannot keep its secret
Thursday 20th January 2011 7:15 am
Wednesday 19th January 2011 6:21 pm
Flat moon archipelagos of stars sail on its face
Fish sleep in own shaped beds waiting for the sun,
to quench its morning self in the depths,
and play warm interspersing games with the land with all life thirsting wild.
Wednesday 19th January 2011 10:37 am
its not a singular thing or object can,t be nailed down or named its beyond peace,fame,sex,happiness,wealth-even health!
they,those,them whoever aint got it if I ever bump into me I shall ask- unlikely to get an answer though we just never get on w...
Tuesday 18th January 2011 10:42 pm
Tuesday 18th January 2011 10:33 pm
I love to go a-wandering up forty steps
with a cement bag on my back
and as I go hope I don,t hear the sound of my spine crack
val-de-ree ee val de ra ah
val-de-re ee val de ra ah ah ah ah ARGHHHH!!!!
Tuesday 18th January 2011 10:25 am
that look once was in my eyes
an undisguised wildness
in unkempt state,beard, bedraggled hair
feeling debonair nevertheless.
bounding along shouldering my tattered gear
devil may care attitude
take me or leave me
going my own way
a life of ambling ease
tramping the lengths and breadths
needing only a thumb
harmonica and smile
Tuesday 18th January 2011 8:19 am
I pictured myself in your mind
what the bloody hell am I doing here?
when all you do is walk about the nut house shouting
Stefan Wilde is squatting in my head!
Monday 17th January 2011 9:43 pm
being looked after sometimes with care sometimes with downright cruelty hurting until you can hurt no more
Monday 17th January 2011 6:54 pm
used in sophisticated silent economic wars
drunks,petty thieves,prostitutes,slum dwellers
wars that kill without blood
murder with the weapons of greed
covertly disguised as refinement,culture
new morality shall tear away the mask
which has for far too long concealed the soundless barbarism
of craven cultured fiends.
Monday 17th January 2011 5:58 pm
how the dust of ages weighs!
from long gone precarious peaceful and mires of warring years
as we living in their shadows
carrying goodly lessons from costly mistakes
over ans under assumed by classic voice and spear.
legacies left by tainted ghosts,saintly illusive spirits
friends,traitors of now,of past
subjects of both fortune,bo...
Saturday 15th January 2011 6:19 pm
this cold blade of moonlight
across the empty bed
brings a new infliction
a terrible form of deja-vu
I am to repeatedly endure
Saturday 15th January 2011 1:09 am
the Earth IS dying
even as we sit mumbling,whispering
our timid protests and selfish blames
knowing very well there are NO answers
no phoenix to rise or
even want to-
lonely in the face of the Sun
Friday 14th January 2011 10:35 pm
he drew a harsh breath and prayed
whose friendship he had gained,
through many drunken and sober trials.
he was a mans man,apart from being a lover
always happy,even when the Soul blasting wind
shook his sparse form.
as though wanting everything in his life to hug his heart-
that was clear,laughingly clear in ...
Friday 14th January 2011 10:28 pm
bread winning hero
toiling in the dirty dark
back breakingly breaking seams
proud to emerge fossil dusted,sweating
into daylight blackfaced,whitely grinning.
and child upon his grit worn knees
he sings to his small beloved in beloved dialect
lullabying her into dreams awaiting
in shirt,flat ironed and only suit
his manly la...
Friday 14th January 2011 10:27 am
first meeting you...?
...a shallow immergence.
busying me with glad unawareness-
so unaware as not to have heard the
distant approach of your love-tsunami.
now swirled and whirled I have never rediscovered
which is up
which is down.
Thursday 13th January 2011 8:30 pm
chrysalis of babyhood transmutes
behold! the shining child
bringer of delightful furtherings
leading to ultimate beautifulness
I the happy witness to change
marvel as you evolve.
my admirations are constant,seeing you on your way
off into the world!
....gradually seeing you less becoming hardly
yet my heart will always seek you out...
everytime I ...
Thursday 13th January 2011 7:59 pm
not one piece of furniture matches in my lounge.
awkward shaped,but they all go nicely together
in a very special way-
the sofa is comfortable with the big chair
the big chair is easy about the sofa
and both are happy to cosy up to the others
however ill fitting to others the others look
Thursday 13th January 2011 4:48 pm
who really cares about you.
doesnt mind if you call him John
and he never preaches just teaches.
his lessons have a relevant theme
he knows the type of world this is.
this friend of all does more than those
who cram facts from dusty books.
the real meaning of life becomes clear
his tools are compassion,care and love
and shown by his skil...
Thursday 13th January 2011 4:10 pm
each dawns deliverance
seeking me out
seeping in through tiredly drawn curtains
yet while innocent in itself
it is obliged to carry disenchanted ghosts
of all I was,all I could have been
only nights soft armoury
of slumbering shadows
can bring reprieve
Wednesday 12th January 2011 9:31 pm
she was in the lounge dozing in front the box.
me? in my usual role at that time of night-pot washer-
through the half opened door I could have sworn I heard her say
-I love you! -I love you! -I love you!
my tears welled up and fell onto the food remnants
I was trying to poke down the plug-hole.
maybe she was just unusually paying me in kindness
for having painte...
Wednesday 12th January 2011 8:23 pm
reports are coming in
that whist attending a Dallas murder scene
a police officer spotted a dyed blonde hair
on the window sill of a book depository
which she sent to forensics lab.
unfortunately it was later mislaid.
in addition to this the officer also reported-
a black mercedes passing at speed
followed by a white fiat
bearing the number plate L I Z-MI6
Monday 10th January 2011 5:26 pm