melanie coady

It's all just words

by melanie coady

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Tuesday 15th March 2011 9:42 am

Bastards

by melanie coady

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Friday 11th March 2011 2:20 pm

Tags: childhood

I Want to be you

by melanie coady

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Friday 11th March 2011 12:49 pm

Tags: Children

goodbye

by melanie coady

In a haze of fear
The end is near
This is my last year
Soon i shall go my dear..

You'll miss me i hope
But i know you will cope
Please do not mope
As i look for the rope..

I could swallow tablets in bed
A bullet to my head
Or leave blood gush from my wrists instead
Don't you worry, i'll do it before we're wed..

A tear just fell from my eye
I just can't live t...

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Wednesday 9th March 2011 2:36 pm

Tags: death

Goodbye Childhood

by melanie coady

Ah, that old chair, weakened from many 'talks' previous to this one,
He started to speak while the others observed me, too professional and ignorant to reach me,
"Have you seen anything?" he said,
I was seven, i had seen alot of things,
Sympathetically, he added, "Do you know what i'm asking you?"
How stupid of him to percieve me as a child,
"Yes" i...

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 4:18 pm

Tags: childhood

How Will I Feel Today?

by melanie coady

Drunk on beer
Drunk on you
Drunk on sex
Drunk on love

Sober with clear blood
Sober with life
Sober with reality
Sober, just fucking sober,
Which one will i feel today?

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 3:58 pm

Tags: feelings

How We Met

by melanie coady

I will open my door to you and we will do business,
I will open my arms to you and it will be cosy,
I will open my legs to you and it will be beautiful,
I will open my mind to you and it will be a prism of my life,
I will open my heart to you and you will be in heavan.

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 3:54 pm

Tags: love

One Day

by melanie coady

One day i will thread barefoot across a poppy field,
Sun kissed and warm, truly from the inside out,
And i will feel truly loved, probably not un conditionally (that never happens!)

One day i will fall love soaked into your arms, and truly surrender my soul to you,
But is that fair?!

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 3:51 pm

Tags: love

Pathetic

by melanie coady

If i tell you things, will you hurt me?
To be vulnerable at this age is pathetic probably,
If i am honest and true, will you hurt me?
To be fucked up at this age is pathetic probably,
If i change my sinful promiscuous ways for you, will you hurt me?
To be worried by all this at this stage is pathetic probably,
Now you know the other person lurking within me,
Will you hurt me?
Will you walk...

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 3:47 pm

Tags: hurt

My Flower

by melanie coady

My body is the petals, that eventually fall away,
My life is the long stem, that soaks up everything,
My thoughts are the thorns, heavanly and hellish,
You are my root, that holds me in place.

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 3:42 pm

Tags: love

It is the way it was

by melanie coady

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 3:40 pm

Tags: life

Silly Girl

by melanie coady

Deep dark blood
Gushing from this wound
My eyes seeping from sorrow and stinging from pained tears
I look down and laugh
"You fool, you idiot, you pathetic silly girl"
Heart anchored with past and future fears.

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 3:38 pm

Tags: fear

Born Anyway

by melanie coady

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 3:35 pm

Tags: mother

You

by melanie coady

Six foot dream of reality,
Flushing my past right out of my once heavy heart,
Anchored down with your poetry and lyrics and love,
Coursing through my veins
A remedy for the pain of love's lost,
Replaced with pangs of the urgency of wanting you,
A relentless charming soul,
I engorge on your mind,
Satisfied and completed at last,
Like a thousand piece jigsaw,
Interlocking lovers, that...

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 9:37 am

Tags: love

Beautiful You

by melanie coady

I kneel down at your feet,
Head on your chest,
Sun rays toasting my cheek
while you mumble lyrics

Deep deep words,
that travel through my veins,
Changing lanes in my head,
Our eyes meet,get accquainted,
Within seconds, Mesmorising glazes that are momentarily eternal

I wished for you in secret,
It must have travelled on the wind,
Here you are, for me, for us
My beautiful you......

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 9:31 am

Tags: love

The Rant Of A Mind Deserted

by melanie coady

I am mechanically living,
I am life's puppet on a string,
I am a dandelion among orchids,
I am surrounded by beautiful people with ugly truths,
I can't bear it
I am lost in such a familiar place and it's written all over my face
My reactions have become charracateur,
I want to disappear somewhere,
I want to hide,I have been trying to confide
Cuccooning myself in this bed........

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Tuesday 8th March 2011 9:25 am

Tags: mental health

Eight Neglected Wonders of a Womb

by melanie coady

The reality of an external life of perdition from the womb
is purposefully impervious to the memory
This is where gratefulness truly stems
A postcard picture of a view of eight embryo's
howling in indescribable pain is too much for some to observe

Catapulted around like unwanted withered leaves
from a tree that once sustained them
Raked up by a life of constant negativity and despon...

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Sunday 30th January 2011 3:13 pm

Tags: childhood